Waiting for Jhoyz

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I love you Jhoyz..

I love you too Yonghwa..

Then, lets tell them that we will get married love..

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Wow! I love this house!

Its all yours love..just have to decorate and make it a home..

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I Yonghwa Jung do take you Jhoyz Balani to be my lawfully wedded wife
In sickness and in health,
For richer or for poorer
Till death do us part...

"...please say something love..how do you feel..." I can her the anxiety in his voice as he hold my hands.

" oh god come on please talk to me..." He kissed my hands and something wet fell on it.

I struggled to open my eyes. Is Yonghwa crying?

" ...Yong..dont cry..." I manage to say as I slowly open my eyes.

He is crying cradling me in his lap and he kiss my forehead.

"..why didnt you tell me...? " I asked him as the tears fell on my face.

I remember everything now. He is my childhood sweetheart! His grandpa and mine are best friends and they wish that we marry when we get older.

He was my escort on my sixteenth birthday.

When I turned eighteen he married me and there was a huge celebration as our parents and grandparents were all there to wish us a happy union.

" Im so sorry..." He said hes crying as he hold my face between his hands.
" it was my fault..if I hadnt been so selfish you wont be hurt....please forgive me love...Im so sorry.."

I wipe the tears on his face and smiled. " sssh..Im here now..I came back..and I remembered..." I hug him tight so he will feel that I love him so much.

" when you ran away from me, I followed you..but I was too late..."
He said as he kiss my hair.
" when you wake up in the hospital, you dont even notice me. Then you dont remember me at all.. I know that I have hurt you so much thats why you chose to forget me.. The doctor said your mind protect you from feeling hurt thats why you dont remember.."

He hug me and I place my head on his chest.

" you wanted to finish school and get a degree after the wedding. So I thought I'll just allow you. Our parents wanted to tell you but I said its ok. I'll let you live your dream. But Im always there in the background. I always follow you to and from the university.."

I look at him and smiled. His eyes are so sad as he tell me the story.
But he smiled when he see me looking at him.

" they think of setting us up on arrange marriage to protect our relationship but it just stressed you out. I told them that I will just court you again so you will remember me.
But then you ran away from me and told me not to see you anymore."

He sighed and smiled ruefully at me.
" I guess in the two years that were away from each other help me. I became more understanding. I told your grandpa that I will wait till you remember me. Im sorry for saying hurtful words to you love.."

" Im sorry for going away and forgetting you honey.." I told him as I hold his face. " its not intentional really.... Im just so afraid when I saw a lot of blood..."

He hug me and I cling to his arms.
I really missed this guy.