Waiting for Jhoyz

seven

l look at him to see if he was telling the truth. I bit my lip and look outside the window when I see the seriousness of his face.

Ive never thought that my wish would come true, that Yonghwa will come for me again. But knowing that he is my fiance, I felt someone cheated on me.

The drive from the airport is so quiet. I didnt look at Yonghwa though I can sense he keep on looking at me. I felt sad and angry. Even now that I know, a part of me knows that dad and grandpa is at home and this is all a setup. Ive never felt stupid until today.

I was not even surprised that Yonghwa knew where I live. Of course he would know. He is my fiance after all.

I reach for my bag when the car stop in front of our house but Yonghwa got it right away. I didnt wait for him to open the door. I just went out and walk directly inside the house.

" baby youre here!" Mom greeted me and I hug her. The excitement of my coming home was lost on the drive home. I sat on the single seater while mom dad and grandpa talk to Yonghwa.

Then mom told us everythings ready and we went to the dining room. Even moms cooking didnt lift my spirits. I barely eat the Paella and they just talk about the business.

When everyone finish eating, I asked to be excuse.

" are you ok baby? You didnt eat much.." Mom asked me.

" Im just tired mommy, can I sleep now? " She look worried but she nod her head and I went up to my room. I didnt bother to change clothes I just lie on my bed but I cant sleep.

I stared to the wall till my eye hurt.
There was a knock on my bedroom door but I didnt answer and just pretend Im asleep.

" Jhoyz.." I hear Yonghwa called me and I close my eyes.

" Im sorry I just want to come out and tell you so there will be no more secrets." He was explaining and I sighed.

He sat next to me and hold my hand. I tried pullin up my hand but he just tighten his hold. Then he tap me on my back like he was lulling a baby to sleep.

My eyes unwillingly close. I felt so drain and though I want to cry it feels like my tears have tried.

" well talk again tomorrow." I heard him say, then I let sleep take me.