Feelings Unexpressed

Ariel's new journey

The results were declared, and Ariel scored 555 on 666. She was overjoyed, but the question was what course she should take, and she decided to send her documents to 4 colleges. Like a game, she thought, Wherever I get in, accordingly, I will enter, which was a wrong decision she made, and she cleared the entrance test of all the colleges she had applied to. Oh, let me tell you about the colleges she had applied to law college, music college, College of Mass Media & Communication, and College of Arts and Commerce. As she had gotten into the Law college as well, she thought she should go to the law college. The decision which could change everything she played ene mini mine mo and made the decision as if her brains had gone on a vacation, she had absolutely no idea which miry clay she was stepping unto, she assumed that it would be a piece of cake but things went upside down while she was in there, her health also deteriorated as she had food from the canteen and had unhealthy junk food, plus the stress she took made things worse until she started showing up late to class as she would stay up late at night and would have a tough time showing up in class and her wildest dreams came true, when the director of the college called her to his cabin on the microphone the speakers made everyone scared and when Ariel's name was announced others were relieved, but her heartbeats raced and her hands were sweating, when she knocked at the door the director Dr. B.Parker and he said " Glad your on time at this moment, he asked his assistant to get the registers and he said " why are you bunking class and I have also noticed that your grades and your performance on the tests have been totally disgusting I keep wondering if you are the same person that excelled in the first semester and good God gracious me you are one of the toppers of your higher secondary ,in the flow he also said you don't belong here." The director just went on until he saw that she was crying he said "now you can leave, buckle up and I want your grades to improve."

With a heavy heart she moved out of the cabin thinking about what the Director had said and as it was the last period she decided to wait until everyone moves out as she didn't want anyone to ask her any questions about what about what had happened in the cabin, but her plan went straight into the dustbin as the vice-president saw her and asked her to go to class, and she went to her class and her professor also roasted her that day was one of the worst days as even her friends began to laugh at her, in minutes she became a reason for laughter , the humiliation she suffered was totally brutal for her that she decided to leave the institute forever but then she thought about the money that was spent on her education and decided to go back home (which was 45 kms away from her hostel) for a week's time and come back refreshed, and she wrote her name on the hostel register and she left and when she saw the chapel she decided to get in there, she began to pray and she prayed Lord what do I do ? I feel I have made a mistake by getting into the law college but as you know I want to leave but my parents will get disappointed as they have spent their savings on this please show me the right path help me study like before help me I can't do it alone, as she was leaving her phone began to ring and she rushed outside and it was not allowed to use a cell phone inside the chapel.

When she received the call she saw that it was her batch mate from the music class she was attending he asked her where she was and she told him where she was and he asked her to wait in there, in about 3 minutes he reached as it was close by, he saw that her eyes were red and asked "are you alright ?" she nods as yes but he was not convinced, and he asks her "why are you not attending class and she responds " my violin broke and I don't have funds I am going home today and I shall see you on Monday Sam" he looks at her and gives his violin to her and asks her to go to class and follows her and talks to the music master as he was his distant relative. Once again the music master also slashed and burned Ariel, however, she played the violin with precision and when she was done she returned the violin she thanked Sam for lending his violin and headed towards the bus station she purchased the ticket and boarded the bus to go back home, but she received a phone call from her roommate who asked her to come back as it was her birthday and Ariel had forgotten about it, she gives her ticket to another lady who was standing in the q and she had not got her ticket and asks her to take it or else it will be wasted.