Forever & Always (Mattheo Riddle x Y/n)

8.

~Y/n's POV~

I walked down to the great hall for breakfast, still yawing and my hair a mess. When I woke up, Pansy and Daphne weren't there. I think they already went down to breakfast, well I did wake up late anyways.

I walked into the great hall and spotted my Slytherin friend group and Mattheo sitting at the Slytherin table.

"Hey guys." I said in a lazy voice because I was half asleep.

I waited a second for them to respond, but they didn't.

"Heyy what's up?" I asked them again. I saw them exchanging looks, especially towards Enzo.

Shit, do they know.?

"You fucked Enzo??" Theodore suddenly stood up and said loudly. Draco stood up too and pulled Theodore back, putting his hand over his mouth.

"What?"

I looked over at Enzo who was looking down at his food.

"What the hell Enzo, did you tell them?" I said angrily.

"No, but if it was me, can you really blame me? We had an amazing night together, and then you just left me. Do you know how that felt? I don't even know what we are anymore!" Enzo slightly shouted, but not loud enough for anyone else but our group to hear.

"I'm sorry okay? I was drunk, so we're you. It meant nothing- we're best friends, nothing more." I shot back, knowing what he was saying was true, but I was drunk for fucks sake.

Enzo opened his mouth to say something, but closed it and angrily walked out of the great hall. He looked heartbroken?

Everyone in the friend group was silent and stared and me. While I saw Mattheo in the corner of my eye glaring at his food. I mean he's always mad, but I couldn't help but think of what happened yesterday in the bathroom...

"Pansy, you told them didn't you?" I glared at Pansy, still trying to figure out who told them that I fucked Enzo.

"What? No-"

"Your the old other person who knew about it. Ugh, I shouldn't have told anyone." I said, poking my food in anger.

"I should have never told you, you never keep secrets. You shipped us in the first place, it makes sense." I continued. I saw Pansy slightly looking down. "I thought you'll understand why I didn't want this to come out, I swear to god. Why did you even tell them? I only told you because I-"

Blaise cut me off, "Shut up Y/n, we don't know that it's Pansy. So stop blaming it on others and hurting their feelings. God did you not see how upset Enzo was, and how Pansy is about to cry because she's being accused of doing something that she didn't do? Your overreacting and it's goddamn stupid!" Blaise snapped at me, and rapped his arm around pansy's shoulder, and I did notice her eyes watering up.

I rolled my eyes and left the great hall, I hated being proved wrong.

I started going up the stairs to the astronomy tower to calm myself down, a lot of things happened in the last two days. And I deeply regret the night that me and Enzo.. yeah. I thought that it was just a quick hook up and we could just move on from it. But if he has feelings for me, then.. no he doesn't, we're just friends, I think.

As I climbed up the stairs, I saw Mattheo standing by the railing, His back faced towards me.

I rolled my eyes so hard it kind of hurt. I huffed and turned back around towards the stairs.

"Leaving so soon?" I heard Mattheo's annoying voice say.

"Yes, I just came up to get fresh air but I had to see your disgusting presence so I decided to go somewhere else." I said, not turning back around to face him.

"Your obsessed with me aren't you Esmeray?" Mattheo said, his footsteps becoming louder as he walked towards me.

"The fuck? Why are you so self obsessed, you weren't this annoying back when we-"

Mattheo's hand slapped in-front of my mouth to prevent me from speaking. He turned me around and backed me into a wall. He had a cigarette in his left hand while his right hand was holding my mouth.

"Don't ever talk about the past." Mattheo said sternly.

"Why?" I shoved his hands off me. "We were best friends Riddle. Do you remember the time we went to Diagon ally for the first time? Do you remember all the sleepovers me, you and Draco had? Do you even care about  our trio anymore? You said we were going to be besties till the day we die, what happened to that? What happened to you? Why did you just leave us without saying anything?" I shouted at Mattheo who glared at me. As much as I hated who he was now, I couldn't help but miss our trio and how close we used to be.

"Your right, I don't care about our trio we had 5 fucking years ago. Move on for Merlin's sake Esmeray." Mattheo said, glaring at me while backing me to a wall.

"Do you even know what happened after you left us Mattheo? Do you just not care for us at all?" I fought back, my sadness building up, because when Mattheo came to Hogwarts I thought maybe- just maybe our trio could be a thing again.

"No I don't, you guys mean nothing to me. Now leave me alone." Mattheo glared at me.

I kicked him in the balls, he groaned and bent over. I took the cigarette out of his hand. I inhaled the cigarette and threw it off the railing.

"Fuck you." I said while pointing the middle finger at him and walking away.

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