What If I can't forget you? (A Kellic Fanfiction)

Chapter two. (A Kellic Fanfiction)

It was late, I was tired, which made no sense seeing as I got up late today. I wasn't one hundred percent on what to do with my head, seeing as the bi-polar was getting worse by the day and my low points were really getting the worst of me. Me and all the boys had sat down to microwave meals, had a laugh and a chat about today’s events and what Warped was going to be like, we have a few beers and went to bed. I needed an early-ish night. I said night to all of the guys and went over to my little cabin. I undressed myself and gave a long stretch before getting in and shutting the curtain. I was holding my phone in one hand, reading Vic's number from my arm and putting it into my phone. I waited a moment before deciding to text him, 

'Hey man! It's Kellin. Are you still up for coffee tomorrow?:-)' 

I waited around 2 minutes which felt like forever in the silence, before my phone vibrated. 

'Kellin, hey! Yep coffee is totally still on if you want it to be of course! Will meet you in Starbucks at 11?"  

As I was typing my reply, I realised the huge grin I had on my face and shook it away, letting out a small smirk. 

'Sweet, see you there.' 

And as I was starting to close my eyes, I got another reply, 

'Can't wait to see you again.' 

I stared at it for a moment as a smile creeped onto my face, putting my phone beside me; I closed my eyes and fell straight into a deep sleep.

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It was 10:45 in the morning. I'd gotten dressed and got straight into my car. I had no idea where the others were but that was at the back of my mind. All that was on my mind was Vic and I was past denying that. But the weird thing is, I don't usually think about friends a lot? Katelynne runs through my mind all the time and yet so does Vic... Why is this!? It was frustrating me to the point where I would clench the wheel of the car so hard my knuckles would turn white.

As I pulled up outside Starbucks, I stopped the car and looked straight through the window where I saw Vic sitting there, waiting for me at a table. He hadn't seen me pull up. He was looking at the blue sky, daydreaming out of the coffee shop window.

Walking in, I walked over to him and sat in the booth, "Hey." I smiled.

Vic turned to me and instantly his eyes lit up, "Kellin! You made it! It's great to see you." He looked like a puppy and I found that adorable. Sitting down, I put my phone on the table, "How are you this morning?" 

"I'm great thanks. How're you?" He put his hands on his lap and bounced a little like an excited kid.

"I'm amazing." I nodded, "Coffee?"

"Yeah sure but I'm paying." He grinned, getting up from the booth,

"Wait no I'll pay for mine don't sweat it." I shook my head.

"No really, I insist. I invited you out for coffee and I will pay for it!" And before I could argue back he had already began making his way to the counter. I smirked and smiled to myself, shaking my head lightly as I looked out of the window. He was still as cute as before, if not even cuter.

Vic came back over with two cappuccinos and beamed a smile at me.

"I'll try not to flood Starbucks with it this time, eh?" We both laughed softly, tagging a sip of our scolding hot coffee. I noticed him looking from my eyes, to my lips, down to my chest where you could just see my tattoo over the vest shirt I was wearing. 

"What does it say?" He asked, intrigued.

"Before you, I serve nothing."

There was a short pause,

"Your tattoos are beautiful." He nodded and smiled, scanning my arms also.

As we made conversations, laughed, and got to know each other more, time had really flown by. It was only 11 when I got here, and now It was 2PM.

"Wow, time has really flown." I raised my eyebrows, looking at my phone.

"Yeah! It really has. And I don't want it to end." Vic's voice softened a little. I couldn't quite tell if it was from disappointment or if he didn't mean to say it. I smiled gently as a reply slipped out of my mouth that I wasn't expecting, "I want to stay with you forever."

What the FUCK, Kellin!? Did you actually just say that out loud? Vic looked a tiny bit surprised but not shocked, he looked... Almost, happy that I had said it.

"Why don't you come round? You can see the flat I'm staying at right now, if you like?" He offered to me. With slight hesitation I nodded quickly,

"Sure! Sure, that'd be great."

We had got into my car. Vic had obviously caught the bus here considering he didn't have his car. As we were driving, we made various conversations about music and what had inspired us, but my head was buzzing so loudly I could have sworn there were bee's in my skull. I'm not even sure anymore if it was the nerves that were triggering it or if it was confusion on why I was nervous in the first place. There was something different about him, and I couldn't quite bring myself to admit what it was.

We got out of the car, walked up several flights of stairs and arrived at a door, where Vic stopped and unlocked it with a small key from his pocket. As we walked in to his living room, you could instantly tell he had made it his own. There were posters everywhere and the whole place had just been decked out with musical equipment and old retro stuff.

"Wow your place is fucking cool." I gazed at all of his stuff in awe, as I walked around his apartment.

"Thanks man, I work hard on all my places across the globe."

I walked into his room. It was so cool. It was covered in things from old records, a TV, a huge bed, a giant lava lamp... The list goes on.

I glanced to my left to look at Vic who was sitting cross legged on his bed. He patted the space next to him, and I walked over to sit beside him, facing him.

"So you like my apartment then?" He asked.

"I love it. It's got a really, you feel about it." I smiled.

"You should stay over some time. We could get a pizza, watch old Horror movies, you know?" A grin creeped across his lips.

I nodded in silence. It was a nice silence, like those ones where words just weren't needed.

Mine and Vic’s faces were pretty close. I glanced at his lips and back up to his chocolate brown eyes. The buzz in my head was getting louder, as Vic moved his hand and placed it on my knee. There was so much electricity between our faces, like you could physically feel the static. His face got closer and closer by the minute before his lips touched mine. A tiny touch just set it off. His lips danced in sync with mine, slowly. He moved his hand up my leg, as the other was put around the back of my neck, bringing me closer to him. I'd never felt like this before. This, this tension. It felt as if time had slowed down whilst we were kissing. Every slight movement was perfect. His mouth dancing with mine, the soft touch of his fingertips, tracing the back of my neck, and running through my hair. I could feel him smile behind the gentle touch of his lips, before he slid his tongue to lightly bump into mine. Our breathing was getting heavier and the moment felt like it should never end. His pulled away from the kiss slowly, our foreheads still touching. Our eyes were still closed and our breathing still heavy. His fingertips were playing with the back of my hair, and I was still in shock. But I knew all along, this was meant to happen.

What's going to happen next!?

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