Caught In His Orbit||Tk(✓)

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I am scared to lose
You ~~

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"You shouldn't have reacted like that koo, he was just joking." Tae spoke looking at jungkook through the mirror. Jungkook's head snapped to look at his love with hurt filled eyes.

"What do you mean by that love?" He asked walking closer to tae, who just and turned to face Jungkook.

"I mean, I know he said those things that might were wrong but you shouldn't have reacted like that." Tae spoke, Jungkook frowned.

"Reacted like?" He asked raising his eyebrows.

"See if I didn't held you back you were at the verge of punching him. There were people around, just think what must have they thought after seeing you behaving like that." Tae spoke with a sigh.

"Believe me, I give a damn to those people. And it's true if you didn't stopped me or Lisa didn't have asked that bastard to leave, I would have truly beates him." Jungkook spoke.

"Koo, calm down ok. I am just trying to say just control your anger a bit." Tae spoke with a soft face, but Jungkook just shook his head.

"You think I will control my anger, after seeing him hugging you. Really? I was still behaving too calm, if not you would have seen him in the hospital till now." Jungkook spoke rolling his eyes.

"That is what I am saying he side hugged me." Tae spoke.

"Yeah he side hugged you this time and if I haven't stopped him he would he hugging you like me. Right? Didn't you heard him, he was saying if he knew I was being bad to you he would have proposed you. Like that man had the audicity to say he will propose my boyfriend right infront of me." Jungkook spoke jaw clenched as he was now getting furious.

"That is what I am saying he was joking koo. He was just teasing you, do you know he have a finance. He is engaged." Tae spoke

"Is it,then he definitely should not have said that. Being engaged and hitting on someone's boyfriend is worst. And secondly why the hell are you taking his side from the start. What's so bad if I got angry, I was jealous. Wasn't you jealous when the idol girl was trying to hit on me ?" Jungkook asked, voice raising a bit because he was frustrated and hurt.

"That's different, I was indeed jealous, but I didn't went and hit her. I just claimed what is mine." Tae spoke, he was getting irritated by jungkook's loud voice.

"That was because she was trying to hit on me by exposing her. If she would have came near me, have hugged me and have told that if I had met her before you I would choose her. Would have still behaved like that." Jungkook asked.

"Yes I would have still behaved like that, because I trust you that you will never choice anyone else than me." Tae spoke.

"Oh yeah, but I can't behave like that. Believe me, if he will come infornt of me again. I won't let him go in one piece." Jungkook spoke, as he closed his eyes trying to calm his anger. But he shot open his eyes hearing tae's next words.

"Does this mean you don't trust me?" Tae asked voice filled with hurt.

"It's not what I mean baby." Jungkook spoke as his voice soften a bit Seeing the hurt flashing in tae's eyes.

"No, just say that you don't trust me and think that I would really chose anyone." Tae spoke, he misunderstood jungkook's words and than the insecurities in him kicked in.

"That's not what I mean. But understand me also, I can't just hear someone saying that you would have chosen them instead of me." Jungkook spoke.

"That is what I am trying to say. Why do you get so jealous, as if I will leave you for THEM." Tae shouted, this made Jungkook furious again.

"BECAUSE I AM SCARED." Jungkook shouted making tae flinch. Jungkook held tae's shoulder, but not too tightly that will hurt him.

"Do you even think why I am so jealous of everyone who try to come near you. Because I am scared of losing you. Do you have a slight idea how it hurts me to see you being happy because of someone else who is not me." Jungkook spoke his heart out.

"I am scared, one day you might find someone better than me, what if there's someone who can love you more than me, what if there's someone who can make you more happier than me. What if they made you fall for them, remember we were friends too at the beginning." Jungkook spoke, tears started to gather in his eyes as he spoke those insecurities he was having.

"Do you know how does it hurts to even think about me living without you. No you don't, believe me I can't even imagine myself without you. If I try to do that, I feel like by breathing his stopping. I had felt the pain of losing you once and I can't go through the same again." Jungkook spoke, tears slipping from his eyes, whil tae was too shocked seeing the male crying and hearing all that he was saying.

"I can share anything in this world, but can't share you. I can't. You... You thinks it's too easy to say I don't trust you, but have you ever thought how I have felt when he said you would have chosen him instead of me. I felt like, he...he will snatch you away from me." Jungkook shuttured he was too hurt, too much in pain.

"My jealousy gets on its peek when I know there might me someone who can make you more happier than I do. I can't let you go, I can't. And the way you are taking his side this is doing nothing but increasing the insecurities in me. He was right maybe, I am really not treating you that good that I should." Jungkook spoke, his grip on tae's shoulder losing.

"No koo, listen." Tae tried to speak.

"No tae you listen to me, you can never even imagine how those feelings hurts me. It hurts here, I feel like someone is ripping my heart when I think you going away from me." Jungkook spoke pointing at his left side chest, tears flowed from both of their eyes.

"But it's, if you think I shouldn't have behaved like that. I will never do that again, believe me. I can do anything to make you happy. I will endure this pain, I can. But love believe me if you left me. You will find me dead because there's no way I can survive without you anymore." Jungkook spoke wiping his tears, he gave a small smile to tae and left from the room.

Tae tried to stop him, but other didn't heard him. Tae fell on the floor on his knees as he sobbed. He understood he was the one wrong here, he should have understood Jungkook. And wouldn't have taken bogum's side. He have hurted the person again. He is just giving pain to the person who is giving nothing but happiness to him.

He sobbed and sobbed, waiting for Jungkook to be back. His heart started to fill with worry as it's been half hour other didn't returned back. Several thoughts surrounded his mind. Where might Jungkook have gone? He would be fine? He will forgive him or not?.

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To be continue...

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I know tae is wrong here, but believe me sometime we do mistakes without having knowledge what those things can hurt other person. Not everyone can act mature every time and not everytime you think what you do. Tae is a human too, he can do mistakes too so try to understand him as well. Yeah he had did and hurted Jungkook but he is feeling guilty for that as well.

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Yeah I was going to tell you all why I didn't updated this. So I haven't been ok for many months, I was getting dizzy, my heartbeat was not normal too, like it was sometimes goin 125 and then sometime it will decrease to 34, I was having problems breathing too. So I went to heart specialist. And got some tests, yesterday I went to the doctor again to show him the results.

Turns out my heart is a bit weak, and I have a lack of blood in my body. So that was the thing which is why I wasn't able to right the story, I thought I will after coming back. But along with me it was my mother's yearly check up too.

She is a heart patients and yesterday when she got her reports it turned out she got diabetes. So after coming back it was quite late, my mother was tired and so I had to make the dinner. This was the reason I wasn't able to update yesterday, sorry I known you all were waiting for the update.

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