Diary of the Hidden Queen

6/25/13

We finally gave the cat a name, which is Trixie. Kieran actually came up with it. She seemed to react as soon as we started using it. So maybe that was her name before.

The house seems more homely now with her here. I never realized how empty this house and the other houses were before. True Pernilla and Kieran were here with me, but they are both adults. I was a kid and now a teen. Trixie seems to fill the part that seemed to be missing. I will have to try to keep her even if we move.

My magic classes have started up again. Pernilla is still having me work with blood. It's still draining my energy but not as much as it used to. She is teaching me now how to pull energy from the other elements to help do magic with blood. For example, Kieran went to a greenhouse and bought some trees. He had me use earth to make them healthy and then Pernilla showed me how to use their energy.

I've been harboring energy from different trees, the wind, a bucket of water, and the sunlight. It seems to have helped a lot. I found myself not as drained as without the help. I'm sure once I learn fire, it will help me too. I don't know why I haven't been taught how to use Fire yet. It would be the most helpful. Pernilla though said it is the toughest to control. One wrong move and it could be death.

I honestly think Pernilla is afraid to teach me Fire. I know Kieran is specialized in it. I've watched him many times practice with it. Maybe once I get fully trained in the other elements then I can have a better control of Fire. I then can heal someone as needed if an accident happens and also use water to put it out too. I'm sure it will use a lot of energy to use too. Blood is bad but fire takes more concentration I'm sure.

I'm starting too really like Alaska. I love the wilderness we are surrounded by. I see the animals roaming around and just being able to sit outside at night and look at the stars is breath taking. Kieran has joined me most nights. I still can't sleep well in which he can't sleep either. It's as if he is linked to me. Whatever I am doing he has to be near me and kinda doing the same. The only exception is when I am in school, but I'm sure he is near.