Me: What do you want...
M just stared at me, And walks over.
M: In the end, All you really want is to not be alone, right?
This Pierced me through like a bullet, because what he Says is true. But what does it matter?
M: You know, Deep down, That none of this was Your Fault.
Me: But it is! Mom died because of me, Dad Died Because of Me...
M: Is that Really true?
What the hell is he trying to say?
Me: What're you trying to do?
M: what do you think?
Two different colored lines began to trail from My Feet, in two separate directions. A Blue line that leads to the right, and a red one that leads to the Left.
M: We each have the power to Create our own path through Choices, Whether we want to make someone happy, or sad. Whether we want to hold on, or Let go. To Let others Die, Or Die ourselves. Like right now. You can choose the Blue line, to dream, To stay and wait for the others to return and risk losing some. Or the Red Line, to end your suffering, and cause the others so much pain.
Me: "Through Choices" What the hell is this? A Movie?
M: No, but the Reference always applies, to everyone. Whether we pass on it or take it.
There was a silence between us.
Blue or red. Do I really have the Right to make such a choice?
M: This applied to your parents as well.
Huh?
M: Your mother could've done the Single candle, or a substitute. But she chose to go out that day to bring the 6th one home. You're Dad Could've distracted that Voider by Hitting it over the head with another object, but he chose to ensure your safety by grabbing hold of it's Blade.
Me: but if I wasn't there, they probably would still be alive...
M: But they chose to have you, because they wanted to be happy. And they were, weren't they?
They... Were?
A memory flashed in my mind, of my Mom and Dad, smiling at me. Laughing with me.
M: your mom chose to make you happy, and your dad chose to save you. It was their choice.
Me: . . . But they're gone now.
M: Yes, they're gone now. But they made their choice. Just like the others made their own choice to fight Abyssma in your stead.
I just remained silent. Fight Abyssma... In my Stead?! Does that mean...
Me: They're facing it... Now???
M: They had the option to run, hide, prolonge their lives. But because of you, they chose to fight. They chose to fight for you.
They chose to fight for me? Why? If I...
Me: Are you saying that I shouldn't be There?! Is that the big Lesson I'm supposed to Learn?!
I slumped to the floor.
Me: ... that I shouldn't exist?
M: Is that what I'm telling you?
I just remained silent, but I did thought about it. Never once did he said such a thing.
M: everyone must choose the best path for themselves. That includes you too.
Me: but... What's the best path for me?
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Human Holo-Gamer In A Anthro World
Aktuelle Literatur20 year old Human, Myles, is woken up from a Stacis chamber, having discovered that he slept for a thousand years, and the world being populated by Furries. as he tries to find his footing in this new world with the help of a AI implanted in his bra...
