Jagiya.. // Moonjo x Jongwoo

Chapter 19: The Unwanted Farewell

Jongwoo's POV

He was not exaggerating at all.

I let go of his hand just for a second and I almost got lost so now I'm holding onto his hand for dear life. The burial place is so deep into the forest. You can't just stumble there because this place is well hidden from the thick trees and branches. What is he hiding here besides the graves of his deceased parents.

After a little more longer, we've reached to a gate which is surprisingly not rusty. The area surrounded it is also not dirty but instead it's very clean. It's like someone has been cleaning here. "We're here" he let go of my hand as he walked over to unlock the gate, pushing the door open which it made a creaking sound.

He let me to a beautifully well gardened area where flowers are placed around two grave. He walked over to sat in front of both grave, signaling for me to sit next to him.

"Hello mother .. hello father" he began talking to their graves in a soft tone which made my heart broke. "I brought someone special to meet you, I hope you are observing us from above right now" he said smiling as he looked at me.

"Hello sir and ma'am.. my name is Jongwoo. I've heard a lot of good things about you, I'm sure you were very great parents" Moonjo smiled at me as I continued talking to his parents' grave.

"Mom, dad, I've come here again to apologize.. I know that from above, you've watched me killed all of those people, I'm sure you already know so I'm sorry.. sorry for disappointing you but I'm not sorry for the people I've killed"

We sat there for 30 more minutes, just sharing stories in front of his parents' graves. I figured out that the time Moonjo disappeared for a few days in the residence was because he came here to talk to his parents. I found that very sweet.

"Come on, let's go inside. You'll get sick" "what? Inside? where is inside—" I stopped talking when I saw a beautiful small cottage in the corner. Is someone living here?

Moonjo led me to the front of the door as he knocked on it. "Is somebody living here?" He nodded as the door opened, revealing a man who is in his 50s and his height is just slightly above mine.

"Oh! Greetings my lord" he said as he bowed. "My lord?" "He's used to be my butler when I was young, he somehow reached out to me and I agreed to let him work for me again." "Does he know that you.." he looked confused for a bit as he nodded. "Yes.. he knows" "I know my lord killed people but that is fine. I agreed that not holding back is the way all people should live"

Yeah.. they both are definitely weird.

We went in as his butler settled me to rest temporarily on the couch as he was getting our room ready. Moonjo told me that we are staying here for the night, I asked him for the reason but he kept avoiding the answer.

His butler made us some food and we ate. After we ate, Moonjo showed me his picture album of him and his parents. His parents looked like very sophisticated yet nice people. Young Moonjo looked very cute. "I wish I met you when you were 6 years old!" I whined as he chuckled.

"Babe.. you weren't even born yet when I was six" "well then I wish I met you when I was 5! You were at least what.. 11!" "Maybe we have met but we will never know, after all I moved to Seoul when I was 21" "excused me my lord? Your room is ready" Moonjo stood up from the couch to go talk with his butler. "thank you ahjussi, you can go rest now" I heard him talking as I saw both of them whispering to one another before the butler nodded as he made his way to the front door, leaving the cottage. Moonjo walked back to the couch and sat next to me.

"Where is he going?" "He is staying at the other cottage over there?" Moonjo pointed at the other cottage at the other end of the gate and I nodded.
"I sometimes forget that you're rich because you lived in that residence." "Oh darling, sometimes I wonder what to do with all of these money too." He said as he leaned down to pressed a kiss on my jaw which soon escalated into him marking me with red and purple bruises all over my neck.

I went crazy as he found my sweet spot and kept sucking on it. "M-moonjo—" I moaned his name loudly as he smiled against my neck. "Babe.. you can't disturb my butler" bullshit. He can't hear me. He's literally like miles away. I kept crying and moaning out of pleasure as he made he way down to my chest and stomach before bringing his mouth back on my lips, sucking on it and devouring it. 

We pulled apart, catching our breath as I fixed my posture from siting on his lap. I don't even know how I ended up sitting in his laps. He lifted me up and carried me to the bedroom, settling me on the bed.

I sat up to sit at the edge of the bed. "Are you getting in with me?" I asked him and he nodded. "I will.. don't worry. I just need to do something" he said as he leaned down to ruffle my hair and he walked towards his desk area, taking out a small gift box. He turned around and walked over back to me as he knelt down on the ground, taking my hands into his. This felt like deja vu.

"I got you something babe but make sure to open it tomorrow" he handed me the gift box as I took it, inspecting it carefully. "Did you give me a drug?" He chuckled as he shook his head. He reached over to the nightstand to get a glass of water and handed it to me. "Drink this, it'll help clearing your throat" I thanked him and drank the water, putting the glass back on the nightstand.

"Jagiya I just want to say that.. no matter what happened to me, you must stay strong okay?" "Why..? What will happen to you?" "Nothing.. nothing will happen to me—just.. whatever happened, just know that I love you very much. If anything happens to you, I will be really sad so please take care of yourself if I'm gone. If." "Moonjo.. you're scaring me, what's happening"

Suddenly I felt myself getting tired all of the sudden. I couldn't keep my eyes open. Did he drug my water? "M-Moonjo.. did you drug my water?" I said tiredly as I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier, my vision is getting blurry and my head is a mess.

I felt my body being lift up as my head got laid back down on a soft surface. Soon my lower half got covered with the blanket. Even though I'm really dizzy, I still have a little bit of consciousness. Moonjo leaned over and kissed me passionately before pressing another kiss on my forehead. I saw by the corner of my eyes that he had knelt down. His lips kissed my hand as he spoke softly.

"I'm sorry babe.. I love you. If I make it out alive, I will find you, I will come back to you but if I'm dead.. I hope in our next life, we will meet again."

That's all I hear before I was knocked out, the darkness welcomed me.