How could I loose it all.....

Chapter 9: why is it never real?

Lying there I ponder in my thoughts half conscious of my surroundings. I can't feel my fingers and I'm nauseous, ughhhhh. I can feel my body reject what ever's going on inside of me. Slowly I feel myself slip back into a deep slumber.
I awake to the sound of giggles and screams, "MIKEY!! ILL KILL YOU!!"
Raph?
"Na Na, like to see you try Raphy boo!" I hear a young turtle yelp in response to the angry green scaled reptile.
No! It couldn't be.... I feel a warm liquid run down my cheeks, tears...
I dash to the banner on the second floor of the lair and see four figures, one sitting in his corner of the large vicinity typing away on his computer. Two others running around, one with paint on his butt and a heated face full of rage. The smaller being chased is laughing his head off and holds a grin so large it seams unreal. Lastly I see my father sitting on the couch watching his soaps.
I try, but am unable to speak. Instead I breakdown and let a loud and deep sob escape from my spit drenched mouth. Every one halts with what they're doing to look up at me.
"Leo?" Mike murmurs as if in a shocked apology, only to be hit harshly on the head by Raph.
"You ok bro?" Raph questions with worry after death starring Mikey, wonder why...
I just sink to the ground and feel myself shake from the ear raking cries. Don is the first one up the stair not bothering with questions. He pulls me to him in a loving hug.
"D. Tell my it was a dream..." I manage out after a while. He just sits there and holds me like I have him so many times.
"Donatello." I hear my Master say and I feel a shift leaving me alone on the floor, my face starting to return to its normal shape. I raise my head and see my brothers on one side and my master.... My Father on the other.
"Leonardo come here please." I hear him say. Rising I look at my brothers,
"Can I not stay with my team Sensei?"
He and the guys look at me sadly. "No my Son, I am sorry. They are to far a distance for you or I to reach. I shall not loose you as well. Now please Leonardo come to me."
Reluctantly I do as I am told and notice with each step the guys become more transparent and master Splinter becomes his solid structure. I under stand deep inside me, red, purple, and orange wires are cut because it's essential, but that does not make the deed easier it only makes it harder. I have only four wires left in my bomb. Blue, green, brown, and black. A deep intake of breath is all I need and then I have to keep working.
"Don't let them take green dude. You need green."
I look up and see that Don had said that.
"Take care of brown ok?" Mike now says in a sweet tone.
Raph just looks at me for a second and mutters, "we'll see you again. I promise."
With that the three colorfully cladded ninja turtles vanish and all I feel is numbness... Like my fingers had before I fell asleep, or woke up... I'm not sure.

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Hello!!! My (insert name here)s!!! **I really gotta figure that out..**
I got yelled at. XD
My friend told me under no circumstances was I allowed to stop. It was said with a loving tone, but I got the message.
Also I got comments and quit a few favorites so I assume you all agreed that religion will not hold you back from my majestic (but not really) story! For that I thank the!
I think I made it pretty gosh darn clear that the wires are important. If I didn't then here you go. The Wires Are Important. In caps to, how do you like them apple(jack)s?! I'm having way to much fun with this! XD
Yeah so thank you for the support and OVER 400 READS! This story hasn't even been up for half a year yet and I've nearly gotten half of a thousand reads! AAAHHH crazy!!
Long story about gratefulness and a LOT of nerding out, I spare you.
Really though I'm so grateful!
Stopping the rambling I say my farewell!!