My headphones
Propped loosely in my ears
Are my only medicine;
I let my exhausted mind succumb
Into an addicting stupor
Filled with faded thoughts of
Exasperation and distaste for the way my life is going so far;
Too much deprivation of
Fulfilled dreams and sleep.
I feel these thoughts drift away
Into the overpowering beats
Slowly swirling into a combination of
Images and beautifully complicated lyrics laced with the loud guitar riffs that
Make you forget everything you were upset about;
Not quite forget exactly.
After listening and absorbing and
Feeling your favorite songs
You start to better accept the
World
Your world
And all that's going to be thrown at you.
People tell me that
I listen to my music too much
But they don't realize
That it's the only thing that keeps me
Sane
In a world of chaos
Sorry it's not too great...... I'm getting over a huge writers block :/
