Giyuu angst

You said you wouldn't die, didn't you?

Giyuu pov :
"Huh? Where am I?" I said while getting up and rubbing my eyes feeling a bit of pain wash over. "Ow" i said as i noticed the bruise near my eye at the side of the head.
"Don't get up." "Huh" as i was lost in my toughts i noticed someone standing in my door way. It was Tengen.

"Don't get up you'll get hurt." He said as he laid me down and pulled the sheets over me. He gently pressed his hand on my forehead to make sure that i wasn't sick or something. "Stay here and don't go anywhere ok?" He asked as he rushed to another room. I just now realized I'm in Tengen's estate. Its very pretty and well decorated. I love the flowers here. "Here you go Tomioka." He saud as he handed me a tray of rice, miso soup and some natto along side with some black tea.

"T-thank you" I said as I started eating slowly. "Is everything alright Tomioka? You seemed a bit dizzy when i found you while Shinazugawa pounded on you?"

Oh. Shit what do i tell him now?

"Oh i think i just slept a bit funny..." I tried making an excuse but he wasn't having any of it.

"You know... Shinobu came over not too long ago and ran some tests on you..."

SHIT.

"Oh and how did they turn out?" I asked nervously.

"Why did you take so many antidepressants?" He asked looking me straight in the eye. I didn't know what to do or say at the moment. To day that i missed Kyojuro so much that i wanted to go with him or what? Fuck no.

"Oh I umm a just ah umm..." How do I react in this situation? I overdosed so what not like anybody is going to care or something.

"Because I wanted to die. All my life has been miserable and useless and nobody ever checked up on me. You all would laugh and laugh sometimes even punch me, you all would spat out so many vicious words and you didn't take in consideration my cries or how hurt i was at that moment you all kept going. I tought you we're mad at me for doing something wrong but no you just wanted to have fun. I tought that if I ignored this behavior it would be alright but i guess not. Im sick and tired of this life. Im useless. Im nobody. My boyfriend's dead and my friends and family too. But i just cant get my self to do it because i have to stay strong for Tanjiro and Nezuko. They are the only ones keeping me alive right now. I really want to kill myself so i can be free of all this shit but i can't."

This was my breaking point. I cried while he came over and hugged me not too tight just holding me in his arms. I didn't care anymore. I wanted him to be aware of my situation. I felt a hand on my shoulder one
On my back and one on my other shoulder. I knew who they were. They were Suma Makio and Hinatsuru. They are Tengen's wives. They whispered sweet nothings in my ear and made ne feel relieved. But i do have a question.

"Tengen.." I asked seeing his look down at me. "What did Shinazugawa do to me?" I asked him feeling a bit nervous.

"When i saw you two he had you pinned to a tree with his hand around your neck and next thing you know he was pinching the shit out of you. Thank god you don't have any serious injuries. But you did have bleeding at the back of your head . Shinobu checked it out and said that you have to rest for about 2 to 3 weeks so you could fully heal." He said holding my hands gently.

"Oh.. thank you for standing up for me when I was at my worst." I said giving him a hug and feeling him hug me back. Thats when i drifted of to sleep.

Uzui pov: What the fuck?!?! Whay does his life have to be so hard? I knew that he wasn't happy but the tought of killing himself is fucking wild. I have to inform master. I look at my gorgeous wices befor telling them that I'll come back later.

Time skip

As i was walking I arrived at the front door of Master Ubuyashiki. I knock slowly hearing someone come my way. It was Amane Ubuyashiki, his wife. I told her that i have to speak with Master and she allowed me. I sat down and told him everything. From the moment that i met him to this. He heard everything and told me to tell the hashiras to treat Tomioka with respect. He also told me to tell Shinazugawa to come here so they could have a talk. I felt relieved.

Tomioka pov: NO PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME I BEG YOU PLEASE STOP I DONT WANT THIS PLEASEEE!! I said as I woke up in sweat and tears. I wanted to cry harder but Tengen's wives were sleeping next to me so i didnt want to wake them up. I got up carefully and went into the bathroom and looked myself in the mirror. Wow a fucking disgrace. I looked down at the sink and saw some blades.

I think that they are Tengen's. I grabbed one and began slitting slowly so i could feel the pain. I ended up doing 20 on a wrist and 20 on the other. As i was trying to clean up the blood I head something. So i look behind and Suma is standing behind me with a terrified look on her face. Oh no.

Suma pov: I felt someone get up from the bed so after 5 minutes i get up too to see who it was. As i was walking down the corridor i saw light peeking out of the bathroom. I get to check who it was and i was petrified. Tomioka-san was on his knees with bloody wrists and a blade in his hand. I quietly shut the door and got a wet towel and pressed it gently on his wrist. Tears were spilling out of my eyes but i didn't let that stop me. After that i wrapped his hands and wrists with some bandages. After that i cleaned up the blood and went and hugged him. He was shocked. "Don't do that anymore,please." I saud looking at him knowing he realized what he had just done. He cried on my shoulder and i of course let him. He told me how much he loved Kyojuro and that he missed him. The last words that he said to me were:

'You said you wouldn't die,didn't you?"

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