𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐄

Chapter 46: Goodbye Misha

Misha

"Can someone tell me what the hell is going on?" Blair slammed her fist against the table. "Kenji!" she shouted. Kenji let out a sigh and sat back down.

He narrowed his eyes at me, and I knew what the stare meant: it was time.

"Fine, if you don't tell her, I will." Rune shrugged
"Your lover-"
"Nevan and I are dealing with Pixie dust."

I glared down at the ground, feeling the betrayal stare of Blair sitting beside me, but not only that, the anger that flowed in the blood system of the traitor sitting across from me.

He dug dirt on me to make his sister hate me again, "I-what?" She stammered, and her hand started shaking uncontrollably as I didn't respond.

She then dragged her chair and ran out of the dining room. Lana and Stell followed along.

I finally glared at Rune. His eyes had changed, and he looked back to the normal Rune. "I hope you're happy," I scoffed.

"If you were a good brother or best friend, you would let us be happy," I stood up and headed toward the hallway, but I had to let something else out.

"Just like your fucking father."

Blair

The sky, how peaceful it looked, unlike me, I looked like shit.

My eyes were swollen from the tears, and my lips were numb; I'd been sitting on the balcony's edge, swaying my feet back and forth, admiring the city lights and the beautiful peach sunset.

The wind was dragging my hair out of my face. If only I could stay in here forever—"My love." A tear rolled down my face once again.

I didn't turn around I just flinched at his voice, "Blondie get down from there-" "Stop" I said.

"Why"
"What-"
"Why are you dealing with pixie dust" I then stood up and jumped down from the edge, I almost fell to my knees as I saw his worried facial expression.

"Blondie-"
"Misha, if you don't tell me right now, I-"
"You'll what?" He closed the gap between us, his voice coming out as a growl.

I glared him in the eye before finishing my sentence.

"Have no choice but to," I said firmly
"Don't finish that sentence." He shook his head back and forth.

I didn't want to, but I knew where our future was going to be if he continued using, just like my parents.

"Then tell me the truth, how fucking long" He stayed quiet as he maintained eye contact, "After my father was killed."

My heartbeat increased, and the tears broke down even more, "Blondie," he said, trying to wipe away my tears. "NO!" I screamed pushing him away from me.

"Why, Misha, why!" I cried. "Are you still?" I held my hand up to stop him from coming near me. He didn't nod or shake his head.

He stayed silent and broke eye contact: "No, I can't do this." "Blondie," "I don't want you to." "Blondie, please." "I can't go through this with you, Misha." My voice broke as he panted like a wet dog.

"We're done," I said, taking a deep breath, trying to control my heart from shattering across the floor, "No," He said, gripping my wrist and pulling me into his chest.

"Let me go" I shout trying to get off his grip, but he was too strong I felt my wrist bruising, "Misha let go!" I shout, "I'm not losing you again, Blair!" He roared.

I shake my head and gave up fighting, I was done fighting, my heart was already shredded into pieces and unreplaceable.

I couldn't stand the betrayal, the lies, the trust, the fucking love!

"Let me go," his grip softened, and his eyes broke into thunderclouds. But the emotional damage hurt more than the physical. Like they've said, you can't heal when the hurting is right in front of you.

He's hurt me way too much. But the grip we both held for each other was, " Blair—" "No," I shook my head back and forth.

"Blair, I will speak, and you'll listen."

"Blair, you took my hand, led me out of the darkness, and showed me what the light of day looks like. You hold my heart that no one else will, Blair."
"You are the one I love, the one I would die for, who consumes every inch of me. You are mine and only mine, Blair, and if I lose you..."

He sighed, "I don't see myself without you, Blair." I don't see myself with you either, my love.

"I need a break, Misha,"

His eyes shattered and teared up as he released his grip on me, I then quickly paced toward the balcony door but then.

"What if I never forget you? In all my life, I won't be capable of falling for anyone else because they aren't you."

Another sob escaped my throat at the thought, "Goodbye, Misha."