CHAPTER 43

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Soccoro Ricks

" I'm sorry, I keep on ruining the moment. I should've not doubt you baby. It doesn't matter if you embarrass me tonight what matter is we'll get through this. "

I turned around upon hearing his voice. He appeared apologetic and sincere, and who am I to remain obstinate? The truth is, he is not solely responsible for seeking forgiveness, as I too must atone for my behavior. What he did was incorrect, and it cannot be undone, but I now realize that I also played a part in why he did it. I pointed fingers and forgot that both of us were suffering. I look for someone who I can blame.

However, regardless of who bears responsibility, what is matter is that I can escape from this, from him. But the hard part of my situation is not just making a plan, but actually doing it. It's even more difficult because I'm in a place where I don't know anyone and I'm not sure where I am.

Gavin, maybe he can help me. I don't want to involve Mang Jo because he's old and it would be easier if he's not involve to my plan. I don't want Gavin to get in trouble either, but I don't know what else to do. He's my last resort since I couldn't ask for Tacky's help cause for sure he's loyalty to his brother is unbreakable.

" No need to apologize. I also have my faults, as I may have caused you to doubt me. If I had accepted my fate earlier, perhaps we wouldn't be in this situation. I appreciate your understanding and trust. Let's move forward together. " I told, but I'm not sure if what I said was right because there was a hint of disagreement on his face or perhaps he was feeling guilty and that's how I like it.

That's what I want him to feel, that if I need to make him conscious of something every day, I will do it, as long as he sets me free. But it seems that he's stubborn.

"I prefer to use the word destiny instead of fate love. I'm starting to wonder what made you change actually because I like you more this way no defiance and just like a baby who follow what I want, yet I can't help having some doubts and I don't like that I'm doubting you. Whatever you're planning, don't let yourself be caught. Remember this, I'm not just willing in giving you my surname but also I could give you a child. "

Even though I was scared, I didn't show it and just nodded in agreement. But that doesn't mean that I would agree to marry him, let alone get pregnant. I will make sure to escape and all his threats will just remain as his dreams.

" It was good that it was clear from the start. " He slowly brought his face closer to mine while looking at me affectionately. Even if I wanted to back away, it didn't happen because his arms were already wrapped around my waist and he kissed me. I didn't know how I should feel because it had been a long time since I tasted his lips, and it felt so unfamiliar as if I was only experiencing it now. It may be foolish to say, but I surrendered. I didn't know if this was part of the plan or if I just wanted it to happen.

As the kiss deepened, I could feel my heart racing and my senses becoming more aware of his touch. His lips were soft and gentle, and it was as if they were made for mine. I couldn't help but let out a soft moan, and he responded by pulling me even closer.

Eventually, we broke the kiss, and I looked up at him with a mixture of confusion and desire. He smiled at me, and I knew that I was in trouble. I had never felt this way before, and I didn't know if it was love or just infatuation.

" Exu-

Before I could finished, he leaned in and kissed me again, and I knew that I was lost. I had surrendered myself to him completely, and I didn't know what would happen next.

His hand started to roam around my body until I felt him squeezing my buttocks causing me to moan. I reminded myself that this was wrong and that I should break away from his kiss, but it was as if I were deaf and couldn't hear anything.

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