I Don't Mind Being His Second Choice // Scarian // Scar x Grian

1.4

Scar's POV :

Grian was pacing back and forth in my kitchen. ,, This has been the hundredth time bigb dropped me for ren. " he looked upset, he was upset.

,, maybe he has good excuses?.. " I mumbled. ,, I would understand once or twice, ITS BEEN AT LEAST 30 TIMES SCAR "

,, I want to spend time with him but he keeps going after ren.. " Grian finally sat down, and covered his face with his hands.

,, its oka- " I was about to comfort him when he cut me off. ,, AHA! " He jumped. ,, what if I just.. Push him out of the picture! " he said happily.

,, and how do you intend on doing that? " I asked. ,, I mean.. He could magically have an accident.. Or suddenly distance himself from bigb.. Plenty of ways scar! "

,, Grian.. "

,, that's right.. I'll just erase him from the picture, if Ren isn't around, he'll want to spend time with me! "

,, Grian "

,, maybe ren would just slip on some stairs.. They can be quite slippery.. Or he could get lost.. "

,, GRIAN "

,, what " he turned around angrily because I've interrupted his thinking. ,, You're going Crazy.. " I mumble.

,, I'm not going crazy " he rolled his eyes at me. ,, you're planning to hurt someone bigb likes, just so you can get closer to him? You were planning to hurt another person for him "

,, oh my void.. " he covered his mouth. ,, I am going crazy.. " he put his fingers through his hair and started mumbling under his breathe

,, I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy, I.. Am crazy, oh void.. Im crazy " he started panicking. I placed my hand on his shoulder. ,, its okay, those were just.. Thoughts.. You didnt actually mean them " I said.

,, no scar.. I did mean them " I could hear the sudden change in his voice, it was shaky as tears were forming in his eyes. With one of my hands, I place it on Grians jaw and redirect his view towards me.

He looked at me and we locked eyes, his eyes were full of tears, ready to fall down his cheek any minute. ,, am I really insane scar? " he closed his eyes and tears fell down his cheeks, I wiped the tears off with my thumb. ,, hey, hey, look at me " I said with the most comforting voice i knew I could make.

He opened his eyes. ,, you're not insane, nor crazy, heat of the moment, that's all.. " I sat next to him with my hand on his shoulder for comfort.

He turned around to face me, he blushed and then looked away while covering his face with his hands once again. ,, its alright Grian, everyone cries, there's nothing to be ashamed of, you shouldn't be embarrassed from it "

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Word count : 483

Very short chapter.. Test week starts very soon, so I have to focus on that, I might be able to squeeze chapters into my schedule but not sure how I'll manage