Oh Eddie Munson

Yale

Its giving mixed emotions in this one...haha

——2 days later——

I walk down the skinny hall way excited to see my boyfriend coming home from Gareth's. He drops his keys on the table and opens his arms out for me. I jump into him giving him the biggest hug. "Hello princess, missed me?" He laughs kisses my temple. I nod and look at the counter.

"Wanna see what I made!" I say excitedly jumping up and down. His face brightens up seeing me excited for the first time in a while.

"Yes show me my love." I lead him to the counter and pull out a tray of brownies. "You made brownies!" He smiles deeply looking like he just feel in love all over again. I nod quickly and give him one.

"I made this one special for you, extra chocolate chips." He immediately takes it and eats the whole thing in one piece.

"Oh baby this is the best!" He picks me up and spins me around making me blush hard. He sets me down on the counter and stands in between my legs.

He rubs my bare thighs with his ringed hands and til it's his head smiling at me. "You're so beautiful." I play with his hair and sigh.

"Thanks but, not has beautiful as Kirk Hammett." He gasps and his a hand to his heart.

"No! Well Kirk is pretty sexy but that's not the point!" What did he just say? "You are gorgeous, hot, sexy, pretty, beautiful, stunning, everything there is to have! You are a goddess." He makes his point winning once again.

I admire him and smile. "We got to get to school dummy." My new nick name for him. I love it but I don't think he does.

"Okay dork." He kisses my nose and helps me down...even tho I didn't need it. I grab my bag and head outside to the van.

He chases after me and quickly opens my door as always. The seat was still stained some red but it was looking better. Just the thought of that being from my miscarriage hurts me so much. Why me God? I want kids, I want a happy big family. Why me?

Eddie grabs my hand and rubs it. "I'll get them replaced okay. It's no biggy." He assured me. I look back at him and nod sitting down. I just want to cry.

We head off to school. I was silent the entire time just thinking of our babies. What a happy family we would have been. He rubs my thigh making sure I'm okay. I always give a little nod or a smile, but I didn't do anything today.

We park at this dreadful school and hop out quickly. I look back at the seat before closing the door and sigh leaning on the van. Gareth and Jeff both come over talking to Eddie. I feel them stare at me but it's okay because..everyone already knows I'm disowned, had two miscarriages, and I'm living with Eddie so...basically my life in THE open book.

I stare at Eddie and he's not even paying attention to me right now so I guess I can just walk away??

I head my way to the front doors until I hear my name from the distance. "Yn!" I look around and see Jason with a group of jocks and cheerleaders waving for me to go over. I slowly walk over and sigh hoping for the best.

"Can I help you my very delusional cousin." I roll my eyes crossing my arms.

"Well we all are worri-" I put my hand over his mouth.

"Shut up! I'm not talking about my life K! You already saw me during my miscarriage so why don't you spread all the details and ruin my life some more." I walk away flipping him off. He has been getting on my nerves lately.

I open my locker and see photos of me and Eddie all around. I smile to myself and it quickly fades when I see the two ultrasounds at the top. My two beautiful babies.