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Valerie

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Valerie

It's been a week since Leno came. He's been staying cause his college is on break. And my parents want him around. So I'm left in the dark which is better cause they aren't gonna notice me. Leno is the better looking sibling between us and the favored one cause everyone loves him and his smile.

Leno has all the friends and I have no one. I never had friends cause everyone wanted to be friends to get to Leno so I stopped trying and started working on my body cause if I was skinny enough and pretty enough then maybe people would want to be my friend for me. I just have to get to Lenos level of good looking.

I'm sitting by the kitchen table watching my brother get all attention from my parents. After a while my parents leave and Leno looks at me. "You've barely spoken to me Val." I shrug.

"You know being the favorite must be so hard Lenz." He rolls his eyes. "Oh would you hop off that already Val! I'm not the favorite and I have my hardships too!" I roll my eyes at him. "Sure you do." He stands up and grabs my face. "I do and you wanna know!?" I shrug.

He growls at me. "I'm failing all my college classes! I can't cope being away! My girlfriend of three years cheated on me! And guess what! My own sister thinks she has it bad!" I stare at him. I end up functioning again pushing his hand off my face. "I do have it hard! You have no idea how my life is Leno!" I push him and run out the door.

I'm crying. I get to the beach and walk around. I feel sick. I walk to the bathroom and go to the toilet and throw up the non existent food in my body. I haven't eaten in two weeks and I was feeling great. I haven't seen Rafe around so I still don't know what was going on with him at the party.

I keep going till my hand is red and bloody. I get out and go to the sink. "Valerie?" I look up and hide my hand looking at the person being Rafe. He looks at my hand. "What are you doing?" I shake my head. "You know punched the wall and all that." He stares at my hand and I put it under the water.

"Must have been a good punch then..." He states and I nod my head. "Yeah anger really b-builds up..." He nods his head. "Well have any idea when Leno will be coming out?" I shake my head. "I d-dont keep taps on him R-Rafe you know that..." I keep washing my hand hoping he will get the message to leave.

He nods his head. "Well Sarah misses you around.." I shrug. "She chose that herself with getting with Topper..." Sarah was my best friend after she left Kiara and then she got with Topper and left me for him and the kooks. He nods his head at my statement. "Well she said your welcome to come anytime you want..." I slam my hands on the sink and look at him in the mirror through my hair.

He looks at me confused. "Why can't she tell me herself! She's the one that left me! You know what I don't have time for this!" I turn around leaving my hair in my face pushing past him. I walk back to my house slamming my bedroom door shut.

What has gotten into Rafe. He's so obsessed with my life. Does Sarah actually want me around? Or is it a trick Rafe wants to play to humiliate me in front of everyone.

My phone goes off and I look at it. Jj?

Hey come over John B wants to talk idk.

I sigh. I just wanted to go to sleep. I climb out my window and walk to the Château as I've heard the pogues say many times which is John B's house. I walk up to the door and knock on it.

The door opens and Jj smiles at me. "Hey didn't expect you to come." I shrug. "Wanna be away from my brother." He nods his head and lets me in. "John B will be here soon." I stare at him confused. I was expecting John B to be here already...

I slowly nod my head and sit on the couch. He comes back with chips and holds it out to me. "I'm fine." He nods his head and eats the chips. I move my hair in front of my face to hide away from everything. I guess Jj takes notice in this and uses his hand to move my hair away from my face. I slowly turn my head to look at him.

"Your really pretty Val.." I just stare at him. "Not really.." He moves his hand slowly to my cheek. "Come on you must know that your pretty?" I shake my head. "I'm no where n-near that.." He shakes his head. "But you are..." I stare at him. Why is everyone wanting to talk to me now...maybe the weight loss is actually working so I'm doing something right. I smile to myself. "Thanks J." He leaves his hand on my cheek staring at me.

He looks at both my eyes. "Can I kiss you Val?" I stare at him in shock. Is this actually happening. John B is supposed to be coming...or is he coming.. I look at him. I slowly nod my head waiting to see what he does. He smiles and leans into me and places his lips on mine. His hand goes to my thigh and he moves me to be on my back and kisses me more.

I wrap my arms around his neck and put my hands in his hair. He moves his head to my neck and kisses it. He slowly makes his way down to the top of my jacket and brings his hand to the hole of the jacket and pulls it down. He keeps kissing my body and moves his face pulling up my jacket. I grab his hands moving it pulling the jacket down lifting myself up.

"N-no...I c-can't..." He looks at me. "Come on Val.. im not gonna hurt you." I hold my hands on my jacket. "No.." He moves his hands to mine and pulls them off moving them to the top of my head so I can't push him off. "J...no please..." He moves his free hand to the hem of my jacket again and lifts it again and kisses my stomach to my chest. Tears fall down my face. "St-stop." I feel so disgusting.

He keeps going and pulls down my pants to my thighs. "Jj..p-please..n-no.." My voice is getting lower and lower. There's getting no point in fighting. He moves back to my stomach and kisses up and down it. "St-stop ple—ple-ase." I close my eyes once his hand goes to the side of my underwear.

The hand that's holding mine up is moved. I pull my jacket down quickly and look seeing John B. "What the hell Jj! She's clearly not into it. She's said stop!" John B looks at me. "Can I pull your pants up?" I nod my head and he careful moves my pants up not touching me much. He fixes my jacket and moves my hair. "There." I nod my head putting my hair in my face again. "Jj what the fuck! This is assault!" Jj looks over at me. "Thought she was easy.."

I look down with tears falling down my face. I feel sick again. I grab the bucket that's next to me I guess for water that falls off the roof and throw up in it. I look and It's white stuff. I wipe my mouth looking at the two boys and they stare at the bucket. "I...don't think that's healthy..." I throw up again and shake my head. "I-I'm fine.." tears keep streaming down my face.

I set the bucket down and stand up walking back to my house. I can't believe all this is happening. Jj wanted me there just to use me! How did I not see that...

I walk up to my room and go to sleep.

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