Valerie Rowen is a kook that is just ignored by her family. Her brother Leno gets all the attention from her parents while she gets the abuse.
Rafe Cameron is the dismissed child and his sister Sarah is the favorite child.
What happens when they fi...
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Valerie
It's been a month since me and Leno moved in together. Rafe never started what we promised. So I've been failing at our deal. I don't know why he would break the promise we made.
Leno has been trying with me but he also works to so he's mostly gone for that to keep the roof over our head. Our parents took our money they were gonna give us cause of Leno taking me so we had to start off from the bottom.
He's been wanting me to get a job to help out but I don't have the energy to get out of bed. I just miss Rafe. Maybe I do like him in the short time we spent together but he's made me feel put together and not a hopeless mess that I am.
So I've been laying in bed crying for days. I don't know what else to do. I have no one anymore. I knew it was stupid to trust someone like Rafe but I got my hopes up like I do and lost the only person I could trust.
I'm currently laying face down on the bed with tears streaming down my face. I broke my phone three days after not hearing from Rafe by throwing it at the wall. There's a mark on the wall that Leno said when I get a job again I'm fixing the mark and my phone.
I don't hear the door open till someone talks. "Dovey?" I look up and see Rafe and lift my head up. "You really think I would leave you?" I nod my head slowly with my hair falling in my face. He looks and sees the rooms a mess and my broken phone. "That explains why your not picking up my calls." I stare at him.
"How'd you know I was here?" He smiles lightly. "Your brother invited me. Figured since I went to your parents a few days ago your room was cleaned out. The first thought is they sent you somewhere but...your empty room gave me the impression that didn't happen and you weren't with John B cause I checked there the other day...so it just left here.." I stare at him in shock.
Someone else walks in. "Country club lets go." I look over and see the drug dealer of here. I pull myself up and wrap my arms around my legs hiding my face in my hair. "Leno..." He laughs. "Perfect boy doesn't do drugs...occasionally drinks but that's it.." He waves me off. "I'm Barry by the way. I'm the only friend country club can hold.." Rafe flips him off. "I Can deal without you." Barry laughs. "Say that again when your withdrawaling." He flips him off again.
"Barry fuck off I'll be down in alittle." Barry nods his head and walks away. Rafe goes up to the door and locks it. "Finally." He looks over at me. He walks up to me. I jump back and shake my head. He looks at me sadly. "Dove...come on.." I shake my head. "You.. do drugs Rafe.." He sighs. "You were gonna find out sooner or later might as well...drugs help me not get bad thoughts..." I stare at him. "What..kind.." He looks down and itches his arm.
"Coke..." I Shake my head. "Get out." He looks down at me. "Val..dovey...little dove...come on..." I point at the door. "Get out!!" I scream at him. "Val I can't help it...it helps me not hurt myself!" I shake my head. "Go! Go OD somewhere! I don't want you and your drug use around me! Go die!" Am I being irrational probably but I don't like the idea of people doing drugs. They kill you more then any mental illness can.
He looks at me and nods his head. "Goodbye Valerie." He walks out slamming my door. I jump and shake my head. I hear the front door slam shut after and I jump again. My door opens and Leno looks at me. "What happened!" I look down.
"Rafe is a druggie.." He stares at me and just laughs. "Anyone could tell you that..." I shake my head. "I don't wanna talk to him anymore." He shrugs. "So your fight was because he does drugs?" I nod my head and he sighs. "He does like you...alot." I flip my brother off. "Fuck off Len." He nods his head and walks out.
I don't want anyone around me. I get up and lock my door and lay back in bed. I just wanna stay in bed forever and not have to deal with people. I just wanna be alone. Maybe I was hard on Rafe but I thought he was trying to get better but that would make him worst then he is now and he doesn't see that. Like I don't wanna lose him but I can't be around him when the drugs start making him aggressive. Like I can't deal with that.
I was really hard on him. I told him to die....he has to much pride to actually go through with it right? That's why he makes scars on his body..right..I must be right...he's too prideful to actually die...I was to hard on him. I should've listened to him then freaking out...
