Adore or Love, My Dear?

(OLD)Note 6, Birds or Bitches?

Warning: Little cussing and mentions of death(but for the last line of this chapter)

A few days later, when me and Error had found Fechin, we were talking about them. "See? Didn't Fechin help with being so lonely?" I asked. "Maybe..." Error mumbled. "I know you like the company!" I said. Error shrugged and smiled. "Maybe I do, maybe I don't." He said. I changed the subject.

"So, I've been thinking, how about I get Fechin to my house?" I suggested. Error suddenly laughed a little for no reason. "What?" I asked, a little annoyed. "Nothing... just... I feel like we're a divorced couple that has a child that we're sharing." Error explained.

"How is that funny?" I asked, blushing when Error said, "couple". "I have no idea..." Error replied, shrugging. We continued walking to class, and I did think about Fechin. Even though I did some research about ravens, they didn't seem like others. Seemed like me... how funny.
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People have asked me if I believed in fate before. I mean, I really don't know. That's the same thing asking me if I believe in magic. If Deity's exist, they have magic. So, of course, fate is real. Why wouldn't it? For a while, I've been thinking about fate with Fechin. I know for sure that the Deity's didn't get them to me, I know they hate me for who I am.

They probably even want to kill me, but they seem a little peaceful, but again, I don't know that much of Deity's. All I know, they lie to you, and all your prayers don't come true. But was Fechin really fate? I didn't really know that much... but I feel like they can talk. Mythia seems magic anyway, so it wouldn't be that surprising to know that Fechin was magic. It seems now impossible that something wasn't magic. It was almost the end of the day, when I checked what time it was on my watch. I sighed, felt like the clock was moving so slow. I looked outside a window in the classroom to only see a mockingjay looking at me. I stared at it, angry, then it flew away.

'Bitch..' I thought, rolling my eyes, paying attention back to what my teacher was saying. When the day was over, I was so tired and got out of my seat, and Error came over to me. "So, are you gonna get Fechin at my house?" Error asked. I nodded, tired. "Yea." I replied. Error smiled. "Okay!" We both walked to his house, and seeing Fechin made me cheer up. I guess they could tell I was worried or something because they flew over to me and seemed to look at me and chriped.

I petted Fechin on the head, feeling their feathers. "Did you wash Fechin or something?" I asked Error. He nodded. I smiled. "See? You like Fechin!" I said. Error smiled a little. "They are a good companion to be with. They also just seem to be alert all the time." Error said, and walked up to me to pet Fechin too. Fechin seemed to smile, and looked at both of us. I was confused, but shrugged it off. Probably wasn't even important or anything, just a look or something. "Well, I guess me and Fechin should get going." I said, looking at Fechin, who was looking back at me.

Guess they were ready too because they flew out of a window that was open. Me and Error couldn't help but laugh a little. I waved goodbye to Error and headed out to find Fechin, only to see them fighting with a mockingjay. "Fechin!" I said angrily.

The mockingjay and Fechin separated, and I sighed. Fechin flew over to me, and I gave them a look. "Seriously Fechin? What did that mockingjay ever do to you?" I asked. Fechin crowed, which I didn't understand, and then got on my shoulder.

I smiled a little. "You are hard to resist of being mad to." I said. Fechin chirped happily. "Well, how do you say of going to town with me?" I asked them. Ferchin responded with a crow. We walked over to town, and whenever we went to town, Fechin immediantly started to fly a lot. "I didn't know you liked this town." I said to them while they were flying around happily. Fechin didn't crow or chirped or anything, but just flew around. Maybe they were here before. Maybe they had memories here, of happy times. That's what it seemed like to me. I frowned though. 

Ravens don't live that long though. Only 10-15 years. I didn't know of how long Fechin was alive anyways. Fechin stopped flying, and came over to me. "I'm fine Fechin." I said to them. Fechin got on my head, and I laughed. "Why are you up there?" I asked Fechin. Fechin seemed to peck on my head. "That hurts!" I said. Fechin got on my shoulder and crowed. I sighed. "Go ahead and laugh all you want." I said, walking over to some dragon fruit. I picked one of the dragon fruit's and examined it, and Fechin got on the dragon fruit. I paid for the dragon fruit, which I guess was a good idea because Fechin immediately ate the dragon fruit out of my hand.

We finally arrived at my home, and Fechin flew in a window that was my room. I headed inside, glad my parents didn't notice I was walking into the house, and headed up to my room. "I know. Not much." I said to Fechin.

They were examining things, looking curious about some things like a picture of me and Error when we were in 3rd grade. I dropped my school bag and began to work on my homework. Fechin flew over to me and looked at my homework. "You wanna help me?" I asked them. They seemed to laugh at me, then seemed to say no, and flew away to land on a pillow on my bed. I sighed and smiled at Fechin. "I don't know how old you are, but I wish you stay alive for some time." I said. Fechin just seemed to sleep. 

Throughout the rest of the day/evening, I worked on homework, but sometimes spaced out, and then forgot of what I was doing, then remembered. I hated how sometimes that just randomly happened to me. When I finished, Fechin was hopping around on my bed. I sighed, putting up my homework, then sat on my bed, looking at Fechin. "Do you think Error likes me?" I asked them. "I mean-I know he likes me...but do you know if he likes me in a romantic way? God..why am I talking to a raven? Is this how lonely I feel like?!" Fechin only just crowed. "I don't know what you're saying..." I responded to Fechin sadly. I sighed. "Maybe I just want someone or something in my life who loves me and cares about me-well, Error cares about me, but I don't know if he loves me...I hate my life." I layed on the bed, and Fechin flew on my face. 

I couldn't help but laugh. "Fechin! Seriously?!" I asked, laughing. Fechin only crowed. "Get off of my face bitch!" I said, couldn't help but cuss a little. Fechin flew off, and I got up and looked at them. "Fechin, I like you, but now I realize sometimes you can be annoying." I half joked. 'Maybe this is what Error has to deal with...or it's just me.' I thought. I yawned. 'Or I'm getting tired...'
I got ready for bed really quick before getting back into bed. Fechin flew over to my desk, seeming like they were tired as they tried to be comfortable.
I sighed and got some cloth, and gave it to Fechin. I went back to bed and fell asleep.
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My dream wasn't a normal one. It was another vision. It was blurry, like the last one, but I still could kind of make sense of it. I was fighting, actually, like with a sword. I was fighting someone... I don't know why, but I was.
I was also in a forest? There were multiple people there-seems like 7, well, 8 if you include me. It was all so blurry, though. The vision seemed to have been just like a chaotic mess.
I could only recognize two things that weren't that blurry. The first thing, well, person, was Error....except he looked different... completely different. The second thing was Lithia. Same as Error, she looked complicated different.
I could only make out another two things.
One was dead, and one was looking at me angry.

AN: This chapter took a little longer because my sister graduated, I had school stuff(like taking finals and went on one last field trip for the school year) and archery. This one is special because I posted it on the last day of school, and hopefully, my ELA teacher is seeing this, and if you are her, hello! Thank you so so so so so much for reading this! This means so much! I love your class, and this, I feel like if I didn't learn more about writing, I wouldn't be doing this now! So thank you so much!
So, happy last day of school wherever you are, and hopefully, next year or your new job will be better!