Adore or Love, My Dear?

(OLD)Note 8, Heart Under The Stars

A/N: Since I'm not going to be a stupid jerk, *ahem* GO FOLLOW ModernHazel BECAUSE SHE DID MENTIONS TO ME, AND I DIDN'T! I'M NOT GOING TO BE A STUPID JERK AND NOT MENTION HER(also, I'm hoping that I'm doing the right pronouns, I'm sorry if I'm not) Anyways, enjoy!
Warning: Talks about sexual stuff(but a little spoiler it's for when Adelram reads of different variations of eye colors and when they appear and it only mentions of it for a second)...don't say I didn't warn you
Other warnings/ triggers: Self-harm and su!c!d1e thoughts

When Error and I got to Error's house, I was relieved to know that I was away from a stupid hell. Error opened the front door, and we both went inside. "How I missed this place." I said a little quietly as I headed over to the book shelf in the living room.

Error smiled and turned the lights on in the other rooms. I scanned through the book titles to see which one would be good for my eyes. I kept scanning, feeling like I'm probably missing it, as I couldn't really find a book that wouldn't even help. "Error..." I said, looking at a book cover. "Yea?" He responded, sounding like he was in another room. I sighed. "Can you help me really quick to find a book?" That sounded very dumb to me once I said that.

"Sure." He said. I put the book back, and it felt like it was awhile until he went into the living room. I looked at him. "What the fuck were you doing?" I asked. "Just...tidying up my room." Error replied.

I rolled my eyes. "Uh-huh. Very believable, Error." I said. Error ignored me, as he asked as he was looking at the bookshelf, "What is it that you wanted to research or read on?" "My eyes. I wanted to see why they're gray now instead of my normal eye colors..." I said.

Error skimmed through the book's spines. "Well... lucky for you, I've read almost all of these books. Except for the ones where I can't reach." He said, as he seemed like he didn't like it reaching for the top shelf. I smiled. "Well, I guess you'll suffer now." I joked. Error got a book and gave it to me. "Ha ha. Very funny, Adelram." He said.

"I know." I joked again, opening up the book. I saw that-of course- there was no table of context. 'Of course. Why would it make sense that a shitty fucking dark magic book have a table of context?' I thought angrily. I skimmed through the pages to see where it would be, and I finally found it.

"Usually, eye colors can vary, depending on certain things of different times:
Red, which is usually of lust or stress.
This is caused by a time that you may have only wanted someone by just of sexual things, like sexual fantasies of what you usually think of. Also, stress can cause this, maybe of relationships or school or work.
Orange, which is usually a sign of inpatient.
This can be caused by a person being impatient a lot, and things not going their way. They hate that this keeps happening, and so they get impatient and hate people being "slow" sometimes.
Yellow, which is usually a sign of fear or cowardice.
This can be caused by a person being very scared often and very jumpy and unaware of some things that will happen in their life that they think of that will not likely happen.
Green, which is usually a sign of judgemental.
This can be caused by a person being very judgy by anyone, either by their lover being with someone else or just judging someone else that they don't even know. This one is mostly common of them all, even though it dosen't seem like it.
Blue, which is usually a sign of aloof.
This may seem not really "negative" or "bad," but it can count as of it. A person can be very distant around other people-even though this is half of aloof-when they even feel in a good mood. Your eye only turns a certain kind of blue, though, and this is only a lot if you're very distant with people.
Purple, which is usually a sign of Immature.
Either by age, or just in general, it happens if you're being immature. If it's only a little, your eyes will start being a bit purple, but every so often, your eyes become more purple.
Gray, which is usually a sign of loneliness.
This is caused by a person who dosen't even realize that they're lonely or feel like they just need someone in their life. It's also caused by not having anyone excepting you or feeling like an outcast."