Does love fades? [ON HOLD]

17.Beggining

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Maya's pov

I don't know what I'm feeling now.

Something from inside is clutching me.

One thing I knew is it is hurting a lot.

Yes I'm taking a break. I want some alone time for myself. All these days I'm tired of trying for making my relations with others strong. After each and every time it's me getting hurt. I don't want to feel that any more. I need some space.

Yes the seminar which I was selected some days back helped me.

It's not like I'm using this seminar as an opportunity to leave everything and find my own peace.

I already planned to attend this seminar during the time of my project submission itself. It's my long wish to attend this seminar. Actually this seminar only held once in five years. If I lost my chance now, I want to waste another five years. My family and my in laws never let compromise my proffesion for any personal reasons. They all are very supportive. I'm lucky to have such a family. Every one is not as lucky as me.

But even having everything I feel so alone. Like nobody is there. Like I'm easily replacable.

Akshu is not that much bothered about my going. In fact she is happy that she will got more time with her papa. Little she know that she have everything.

I'm grateful to arjun that he never forgot about her. Maybe he didn't fulfill all her demands and promises but he always try to mend all her problems. He always managed to make time for her. Between all these I left alone.

No don't think that I'm jealous of my daughter. I'm happy that she getting time woth her father. But I'm worried about her. What happens when he start to forgot about her just like he is with me. She is a child. I know she is more attached to him. she had a little world where there is only she and her papa. Her little world may have collapsed is anything like that happens. All these are worrying me.

I'm taking this break to forgot everything. But every second only this is coming to my mind

I want to inform arjun that I left the party. But I want to know that when will he notice my absence. Even after everything I waited for his call. But I didn't get any. At last I lost my whole hope and sleep consumed me.

In the morning he started to ask me so many questions. But all these questions are the one I asked him once. Maybe he forgot that. I want to snap at him very badly. Maybe I'm weak for this. I don't want another fight between us.

He just want to talk. He says he wants to end our misunderstandings.

But there is not misunderstanding between us only miscommunication. I try my harder. Let him realise himself. I don't want to bother him with my trying.

I'm not in my peace of mind that time and arjun himself didn't realise anything. Maybe we end up each other hurting again that's why I just left there.

I took a cab and reached the airport. After sometimes flight took off.

I didn't realize myself crying until a soft hand clear my tears. It's a boy of three pr four years. He gave me a big smile. It warm my heart I smiled at him.

"Are you crying"

"No"

"I know you are crying, are you scared of flight? "

"Yeah"he smiled like he find out something big

" Don't worry hold my hand"he forward his hand and grabbed it