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ᴍᴏɴɪQᴜᴇ ᴊᴀᴄᴋꜱᴏɴ"Come help me with theses boxes bitch" I said to K3, i was finally moving into my new apartment.. i was ready for new beginnings in this new crib
Rj was sad i wasn't gone be at his crib anymore, i was a bit sad too but i needed my own space
After the situation with Jayda and her friends, Me and Rj fell off since i wasn't tryna get too attached knowing how him and his baby mama are
I couldn't blame him though, she had his child and nothing could compare to that
"Be careful Rio" i laughed, his ass was struggling with the boxes
"You good mama? you need anything?" Rj asked, i just smiled he was so sweet
"Yes i'm fine, you know you can come over at anytime " i giggled, he hugged me and kissed my lips "I love you big head " he said
I was hesitant to say it back, i loved Rj but i was honestly just scared for what was in store for us
"I love you too" he helped me into the truck and we drove to the house
I was silent half of the car ride Rj kept glancing over at me to make sure i was okay
"You hungry mama? don't lie either" he spoke
It was like he could read my thoughts
"Yeah but i wanna get all of this in the house first" i said scrolling on my phone
"Thats cool with me, we gotta talk though" he suggested, i nodded and looked over at him
"Monique ever since you and my baby mama got into it we ain't been right, whats wrong ma? you know you can tell me anything especially when it comes to yo feelings" He lit up his blunt
I took a deep breath before speaking
"Rj i just keep thinking about what she said to me that night. I know you told me y'all were done but i know how niggas is with they baby mama, i just don't have the energy nor time" I said
"In order for us to have a relationship Rj i need to be able to trust you . Theres no relationship if we can't trust each other" i continued
"Ian niggas im not gone do you like that Monique, i cut ties with her i told you that.. i wouldn't lie to you that shit lame" He said
I was hearing him but i didn't believe it in some ways
"Im yo man and im in love with you fuck allat extra shit, i only communicate with Jayda because of Mariah thats it thats all" He shrugged his shoulders
"I told you i gotchu you don't have to worry about me doing some dumb shit with any other bitch" he said
I'm glad Rj was willing to show me different, niggas now days didn't give a fuck
"I hear you" I held his hand as he drove, i was willing to atleast give it a try "Cmere mama" he said
He kissed me for a while as he held my hand "Stop listening to my bitter ass baby mama, i'm not playing Mo" he said
I nodded my head, i knew Jayda just wanted Rj to fuck her
We arrived to the house and had some movers help us with some of the boxes
"Im tired" i rubbed my head sitting on the new couch
"I'm finna go get you some to eat let me know if you need anything" Rj said
"Okay i love you be safe" i pecked his lips "I love you too Monique" he replied
I finished unpacking a few things for the kitchen and my bedroom
My phone rung, it was India calling "Hey bitch! you ready for this trip?"
I was so busy with everything i forgot about our annual family trip
"Shit India i'm so sorry, i forgot the trip was tomorrow" i spoke as i rubbed my head
We went out of town as a family every time the summer hit. It was our way of forever staying close with each other and just getting lit
"Our flight at 6 am you better pack while you can" She said with a smirk "Shit, okay sis lemme call you back so i can pack some clothes"
We said our goodbyes and i started packing "All theses clothes i got " i said to myself
I was hoping this trip would get all the drama off my mind, i just needed positive thoughts and vibes
I was also excited that this would be me and Rj's first trip as a couple, usually when we had theses trips he had Jayda and i had Von
Period family trip
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