Savior

Gweny

*ATTENTION SOME SELF HARM AND SUICIDE THINKING IS IN THIS CHAPTER PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THIS CHAPTER TRIGGERS SOMETHING. PLEASE DONT EVER HURT YOURSELF AND IF SUICIDE IS A PROBLEM YOU HAVE PLEASE ASK FOR HELP TRUST ME IVE BEEN THERE AND I TALKED TO SOMEONE. PLEASE DONT TAKE YOUR LIFE OR "CUT" IF YOU NEED HELP AND HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO TELL ME AND I WILL HELP. THANK YOU FOR READING.*

I run upstairs to my bathroom and peel the paint on the wall where I hid my razor blade. My parents were fighting again and they're drink and high I know it. When I was younger I never thought I would be like this. I was done. Not thinking straight I noticed this time I went deeper than usual. Feeling dizzy I grab some pills. Did I lock the door? Wait who cares they wouldn't come in to check me. I then find a comfortable place on the floor and lay down. My cat Luna meows on the other side of the door. I smile and fall asleep.

*GWEN'S DREAM*

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Moving was hard but I hugged my best friend for one last time. He was always there he knew. His smiles and green eyes always made me feel safe. We were only 8.

I began crying knowing I will always be alone.

"We will meet again one day. I promise Gweny. Best friends forever remember?"

"Pinky promise?"

"Pinky promise." he wrapped his pinky around mine.

"Hey I have a surprise. Close your eyes." I did what he said. I always did. I trusted him with my life. He put a necklace around my neck. I just cried harder.

"Don't cry Gweny." he hugged me harder. Then he kissed me.

"Your too pretty to cry." I smile and kiss his cheek. Then I handed him a bracelet I had.

"I can't take this. This ones your favorite." I gave him my Batman bracelet anyways.

"So you can remember me. Plus when we meet again we can recognize each other." he hugged me and I hugged back.

"I love you Gweny."

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I woke up in the bathroom and cleaned it. I got ready for school and put on a jacket and a million bracelets to hide my arms. I went into my jewelry box for a necklace and I saw the one I got when I was 8. I began to cry but my makeup started to smear so I stopped.

It was raining and I had to walk a mile to school. Someone was walking behind me. He had a beanie and beautiful green eyes. It was Matt.

"Gwen?" he caught up to me.

"Hey."

"Why are you walking in the rain."

Why are YOU walking in the rain."

"Why not." he smirked. This was going to be a long walk.

"So tell me about yourself."

"What do you want to know?"

"Lets play 21 questions." he grinned.