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Wasting Her Life On Love

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the point of view will also switch a couple of times in this, just so you can understand how both of them are feeling.

𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗔 𝗜𝗦 𝗔𝗟𝗪𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗜𝗡𝗚...
to others, but there was a certain time in her life where she wasn't. Up until the point she's at now she's always had a pretty rough childhood. At a young age she was diagnosed with epilepsy, so from a very early stage in her life did she have a great amount of depression and anxiety. Her mother had died giving birth to her so it was just her and her father.

Lisa's father wasn't a very good man at most times. Just like any other person, all the pressure and stress couldn't be held up without relieving it. So over the rigorous course of his life continuing on day by day, he'd eventually picked up a drinking problem.

Her sadness only got worse with each day as her father's moods kept jumping up and down the radar. Again, it was just the two of them in a house that was the only thing left to remind them of both their late mother and wife. Her parents both met in Korea for business and started their family there, even when they both had families in different countries. That fact alone was the only reason why Lisa's father didn't have enough courage to move back home, it would be like leaving his wife alone and stuck in Korea by herself.

Lisa had always tried to stay clear of her father because of the simplest thing would seem to have his mood jump to boiling point. He'd yell and take out all his frustration out on his only kid. It didn't help the man that she looked so much like his late lover, so on the rare days he was sober he'd feel a very high sense of guilt for acting the way he'd done in the past.

This particular stage always confused little Lisa. Every time she thought her loving father was back, he'd suddenly snap at her the next day. She'd be sent to her room as her father drunk his hopeless life away after inviting his friends over.

As she got older her epilepsy slowly got slightly better, and with maturity did she come to realize the necessities she needed to act on to keep her father's mood on par with green. As soon as she turned eighteen she moved out to live with her best friend Jennie. They were friends since childhood and she was the only reason why Lisa never attempted to harm herself on the most roughest days in her life.

By the time Lisa had turned twenty, all connection with her father had diminished. She couldn't ever explain how she felt about that. There was both a sense of guilt and relief in it. She felt good to be free, but she felt guilty for cutting ties with her own father who was—and still is—going through challenging obstacles.

Soon her best friend Jennie had been offered a job in another city, which meant that she had to move places to be closer to her job. However, being the worried and compassionate friend towards Lisa, she couldn't find all the courage to leave her best friend in a house all alone and by herself. The only thing Jennie could come up with was moving her best friend into her older brother's apartment. It was already a two bedroom because originally Taehyung had wanted an extra room for his delicate paintworks and comforting lyrics he'd written in a notebook of his.

Kim Taehyung is almost about the complete contrast of both his sister and Lisa. Kim Taehyung is always nonchalant and expressive. Whether it be positive or negative emotions. He never liked sharing either; he was beyond happy when he was finally away from his loud and affectionate sister. So having being forced to take in his sister's childhood friend was not something Taehyung was looking forward to.

He had to move all his beautiful works of art and writings into his own bedroom, and he especially didn't like the thought of a woman living with him.

As each tick passed by on his watch, he contemplated whether he should act like he wasn't home or not when they finally get here. But knowing his sister, Jennie would probably wait the night away until he got back because she'd actually believe of his absence.