If I could give my Heart for you (IMHY) {EarthMix} Discontinued

* Discontinuation *

Hey guys,I know I have been gone for a while. I have seen many of you commenting or asking for Updates and I am now at a point where I want to talk about something with you. I am unsure when exactly it started, but I have started to drift away from the BLs I used to watch. Nothing really happened but it just did not feel the same way as it used to and the last one I really watched were Moonlight Chicken and Between Us. When I started really writing here in August 2020, I had just discovered Thai BLs and really liked them a lot. I started the "Beside you" Fanfic and then started posting The Switch. Latter one I first started writing as a non-fiction... but when no one read it I made it a fanfiction. I just did not think my writing was good enough for someone to read my story just for it - that something else was necessary. I really thought about it hard but I just feel so disconnected from the whole fandom and the media, that I feel uncomfortable to continue writing it. Which brings us to the big proglem: I will not finish the stories I have started. An exception might be the Tie my heart to yours, but all others will not be continued. I will write those stories in the non-fiction variant but that will take time too..I can understand if you unfollow me because of this and I am really sorry to disappoint you. I will leave those stories and mark them as discontinued while moving them to the finish works.I do have a lot of ideas for future stories (most will be BL too) that are fiction but not fanfiction. I would be happy if you stay and read my new stories.Thanks for everything and I am really sorry