The story we didn't know

VI.

Sleeping is no good and neither is breathing. I've re-lived shortly some memories of my eons of life. 

Every night as though my own brain could not handle all that I have, it takes pieces and shows them to me every single night.

Aside from that, the kids have been avoiding to answer my questions about what I suppose 'was' the vampire society. Not all welcomed a cure, I surely expect.

My curiosity for the box of 'letters' is overwhelming; my grief minimizes it.

I wonder what words where left for the fallen corpse that I was. I wonder what off my knights: Aido, Ichijo, Kain, Ruka, Shiki, Rima & Seiren.

My bed has become a great ally, clothes have begun to laugh as I refuse eating and my reflection... is my worst enemy.

"Kuran-san?"

There she goes again, she knocks and knocks hoping for something in return.

"I cannot, my grief, my wounds..." I whisper into my pillow.

"Sorry for the intrusion, you have a visitor." Hikishima whispers as she slowly opens the door.

She grins in sadness as she stares at my state of being; avoids my eyes as she talks.

"His name is Seiren- Wait Kuran san-!"

I ran down stairs as little of my strength would provide. Could it be Seiren? She refused...she refused the cure. I may not be alone after all.

I go to the library as I see a short hair on the front section.

"Loyal you are, my dear Seiren." I whisper as I walk towards her.

"My lord." He said but he was not Seiren, not her at least.

"Who are you?"

"My lord, I came as soon as I heard about your awakening."

"What's the racket?" Ren asked; Ai walked beside him.

"Seiren?! What are you doing here? I thought I told you to keep your distance." Ai said.

"My wish is only to serve my Lord Kaname-sama, a wish that has been passed down since the cure." He said.

"Leave!" I screamed.

"My lord? I onl-"

"I said leave human!-" I stop as I froze into my words.

"I am only as human as you are...My lord..." Seiren smirked.

"Father..." Ai whispered.

I ran to my room right after I saw Hikishima in the distance corner, confused and pitiful towards me. I locked myself in, made sure all windows where shut.

I could feel the heart beating slowly in my chest, slowly panting in high fever I crawl into my bed only to faint in the darkness.

"Kuran san! Kuran san!"

I hear a distanced voice.

"Kaname ...Wake up"

"Yuki!" I screamed as I awoke in pain.

"Kuran san. Tell me what do you feel?" Hikishima asked as she gently touched my forehead.

I grabbed her hand.

"I'm fine!"