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You live to be by Jing Yuans side as a partner and a friend but what are the consequences of this commitment, you know fighting by his side will lead to your death and thats what you want but can you really die with the guilt of leaving Jing Yuan alone..? You just want him to be happy.
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Fresh air sweeps the streets of The Xianzhou Luofu, kids playing, birds chirrping and pepole chatting everything is perfectly placed but are you? Ever since you became the partner of Jing Yuan you became out of place, pepole would gossip about how you werent good enough for him or you were worthless then after a while you had developed a disease which was killing you physically and mentally but you couldn't tell anyone that you was hurting.
You make your way to the center of Exalting Sanctum to see Jing Yuan talking to an elderly woman, you walk towards him and the elderly woman looks at both of you "Don't you two look good together" she smiles and your cheeks go red "This is my partner, they go through battle with me supporting me at best" he speaks "Well I wont inturupt, I'll be on my way then." the elderly woman walks slowly away and Jing Yuan turns to you "See we do look great togeher" he smirks and you lightly push him away "Don't be smug" he softly laughs at you getting embarrased "I've come here for you.. I want you to be happy" his tone was now serious "I am happy, seeing you happy makes me-" he places his finger on your lips "You aren't."
-FLASH BACK-
"You are sick, you can't continue to fight you will die" the doctor told you with a very stern tone "I can't stop! I have to be there for Jing Yuan, you will never understand how I feel" you storm out of the room and you start to run away, run away like you always do.. you never face how it really make you feel, you try to ignore it but it chases you "I'd rather go down in pain then see his dissapointment in me"
You stare in your bathroom mirror to see a drained face, you cough into the sink and blood drips from your mouth, you dont have much time left but you might aswell try to fight for your life even if it isnt worth it.
The reason you are so commited to Jing Yuan he saved you from all the bad times you had, he was your happy place and you never wanted to let go however you knew the obsession you had wasnt healthy but you just couldn't stop yourself.
-PRESENT-
"You simply are in pain I don't want to let you go but I need too" you freeze in place at his words is this really happening right now? "w-what?" he frowned and the realization hit you "No-no I need to be there I need to be by your side I cant live without you" tears fill your eyes and he stares down at you "Your dying" it felt like your heart dropped when he said that and you bow your head in dissapointment "Why.. why would you hide this from me"
He took his hands and placed them on your shoulders "Look at me.." you look up at him with tears flowing down your cheeks.
"I hate seing you like this, I can't bare the idea of you being gone please don't push yourself" he said pulling you closer in his embrace "Jing Yuan.. I want to be there for you but I have no time left" your legs went weak and black overtook your vision.
You open your eyes to see your in a unknown bed with a worried Jing Yuan by your side.
"What..." you try speak but your voice is hoarse and weak "I dont have time left" you grunt and take hold Jing yuans hand "Please don't leave me.." he puts his other hand on your cheek "Jing yuan... I dont know how to stop hurting" he dug his head on your lap tearing up.
"I'm sorry if I'm a dissppointment Jing Yuan" your grip was getting weaker and he looked up at you "You aren't a dissapointment, you are the best thing what has happened to me. You saved me"
Tears fall down your cheek and your eye lids get heavy "I wont forget you jing yuan.. never"
The grip on jing yuans hand is gone and he looks up at you with puffy red eyes and more tears falling "Im sorry for everything" he brushes the hair out your face and stays by yourside for a bit longer..
-TIME SKIP-
flowers were placed around The Xianzhou Luofu for the rememberance of jing yuans partner, he cherished everything about them.. but only if he had a little more time he would be able to tell how much he felt for them, jing yuan stands infront of a statue of a lion with a stone flower crown representing peace for the afterlife "I made it specialy for you.. I knew how much you loved lions" he laughed a bit "I brought you some more flowers" he placed them down on the bottom of the lion and took a seat "Its been quite a while I have something for you" He brought out a ring from his pocket "I never got to give you this.. but I hope you accept" Jing yuans hand trails down on his lap as a bird flies on his shoulder "Little comftable aren't you" he gently pets it, the bird flys onto his hand and gives Jing yuan a little peck "Its you isnt it, I've missed you" he takes the ring and places it next to the bird, the bird looks supirsed but then went on to peck Jing Yuan even more "I love you"
