Dear Rome,

Chapter 6

Trigger warning!!! SH
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It's only been 3 periods and I'm already ready to die

Thankfully it's lunch and I get 40 minutes of freedom but knowing Diana she's going to invite Rome to sit with us and after what I think was him asking me out, I don't think I can face him right now

It's not that I don't want to go out with him, It's that I can't

He and Sophia may very well be a thing and-

Actually why was he asking me out if he's talking to my best friend in the first place

I'm going to kick his ass if he thinks even for a second he can two-time my best friend

Maybe I'm blowing this out of proportion

Maybe he didn't even ask me out. He could have very well been asking to hang out with me, I mean we do get along and he doesn't have the worst personality

Okay so he has a great personality and I could see us being friends

But then why wouldn't he say 'we should hang out some time' or 'we should talk some more'

Actually that sounds just as bad

Ughhhhh I don't get guys

"Hey you okay?" asked Sophia from next to me

"Actually no, theres something I need to talk to you about" I said hesitantly

She was going to be pissed

"Hey guys" said Diana from the other side of the table as she began to sit down with, drum roll please, yes you guessed it... Rome

"Sorry to intrude" He said with his deep accent

That damn acceent

"Oh hush and sit, I think you're a potential new member of the group" said Diana from beside me

"Well it is an honor" he joked making both Sophia and Diana chuckle

"What were you going to tell me?" asked Sophia as Diana and Rome began tlkaing amongst eachother

"Oh nevermind it can wait" I said

Maybe I should wait until we were in private to avoid any misassumptions I might have been wrong about

They could just be friends

If so where does that leave me and Rome?

This was going to be a long lunch

....

Finally the day was over and I was free to go home

"Hey Jasp"

Nevermind then

"Why in such a rush woman" said the boys voice from behind me

"What do you want Jacob?" I asked annoyed

I just wanted to go home

"Hey why such a hostile tone, I just wanted to talk to you about earlier" he said with an awkward look on his face

Jacob wasnt the type to feel sorry about something let alone show what he was sorry about something

"Sorry, I'm just tired, what did you wanna say" I asked a little less 'hostile' as he put it

"Well I hope you didn't take what I said the other day the wrong way, I know I can be an ass sometimes, you know I don't mean it. I just wanted to make sure we're good... we are good right?" he asked all I could do was nodd too exhausted to even fight about how fucked up his so called 'apology' was