I love you, but it's a felony

PT:3

It's a day before my birthday and I'm kinda scared to be in a relationship especially with tom since he's always going on tours with the band and everything and I don't want him to leave me and then forget about me but he hasn't for 3 years since he made his promise so I guess that is good that he hasn't forgot about me, yet at least!

I decide to sleep in late on my birthday cause it's not like we're gonna do anything, I kinda just wanna relax. I get a call at like 2:40 in the morning from bill.
Billll..u just woke me up, what the hell do you want. I can hear bill and tom laughing on the other end.
I swear to god when I see you both I'm gonna fucking smack u both, what do you wanttt, I say groaning.
"What flavor do you like, strawberry,vanilla,chocolate,red velvet, banana" bill says, and it just goes on forever so I just hang up.

"Hah she hung up on you" tom says laughing.
"Noo she hung up on us BOTH you idiot" bill says.
"Oh yea" tom says giggling. I wake up at like 1 in the afternoon and I feel so sick so I head to the bathroom feeling like I'm about to throw up and I did so I wash up and head back into my room with dark circles under my eyes and looking really pale and slim but probably cause I haven't eaten in like 3 whole days I put concealer under my eyes trying to cover the dark circles but that didn't seem to work so I just took it off leaving it the way it is, I put my hair into a messy ponytail letting pieces just fall into my face I throw on come ripped baggy jeans with just a baggy top getting into my car to go to the boys house looking misserable. I just walk in cause I don't really care.
"Y/N YOUR HERE" bill says excitedly running over and picking me up, spinning me around.
"Oh, you look horrible" bill says with his hand on his mouth
Wow, I didn't realise. I walk over to the couch and sit on it as bill walks over feeling my head.
"Well you have a temperature" bill says concerned.
What are you my daddy now feeling my temp.
"Hey no sass talking me"bill says getting up walking past tom as he walks out of his room.
Yea okay 'daddy! I giggle as he comes back out with medicine and sits in my left side as tom sits on my right.
"Here take the medicine"bill says.
No!
"Take it now"bill complains. I get up running as bill tackles me sitting on me pulling my arms up above my head noticing the cuts as he stares letting go of my arms slowly, I cross my arms.
"Y/n... What the fuck" bill exclaimes
...I'm not taking the medicine.
"Who cares about the medicine, what about your fucking arms"bill says worried. I push him off leaving him on the ground as tom just looks away with his hand on his head as if he knew this was gonna happen.
Do you know what I'm just gonna go home and sleep it off.
"Then I'm coming with"tom says.
I just need a little space right now.
"Well Ur 18 now and now I am Ur space so you are going to deal with it y/n" tom says with a weird look on his face.
We hop in the car and it's really silent untill tom breaks the silent.
"Why.." he says looking at me.
Why what tom?
"Why do u hurt yourself"he says staring into my eyes but looking concerned.
"Because, I'm not enough.. I was never enough for anyone or nor will I ever be perfect, I mean I'm ugly,fat, and look like a fucking witch.
"MY FUCKING GOD Y/N, YOUR NONE OF THOSE THINGS, I DONT KNOW WHY YOU THINK THOSE THINGS BUT ITS NOT TRUE, AT ALL, UR PERFECT IN LIKE EVERY WAY" tom says mad grabbing my hands and pulling me close in the car to kiss me while grabbing the side of my face as I hold his hand just leaning over.
We get back to my place and I get changed into shorts but not like really short shorts and just a t-shirt, after I put on my shirt I took my hair out as I feel hands wrap around my waist from behind with his head on my shoulder.
"Your hair is beautiful" tom says smirking at me.
Thank you tom.
I brush my hair out so it doesn't look messy even though it's gonna get messy when I go to sleep, I put my glasses on them I start coughing but when I do blood comes out in my hand. Tom looks at me really worried as he turns me around looking at me grabbing my face to look at him as I look like I'm not worried at all.
"Why don't u have a reaction, y/n are you okay"tom says shaking me but I'm just zoned out thinking if I'm gonna die from aids but it could just be from the car accident I had last year still messing with me but I turn back around and wash my hand with blood in it and go back out into my room and lay down looking at the ceiling as tom sits on the bed looking at me concerned.
"Y/n" tom says
Yes.
"I don't think your ok can we please go get you checked out" tom says worried.
No, we can go tomorrow.
"Well u have to atleast get out, I mean it's your birthday and we didn't do anything and it's only 3:00 in the afternoon" tom says.
It's fine, i wasn't planning on really doing anything anyway.
"Come on we have to do something but I really wanna get you checked out to" tom says playing with my hair.
Noooo, I'm so comfy though.
"I don't care, get up now" tom says furious.
Damn, talk to me like that more often will ya. I say getting on my knees on the bed while he is standing up and I wrap my arms around his neck winking at him. He picks me up with my legs wrapped around his waist with his hands holding me up by my thighs so I don't fall and he takes me down stairs and puts me in the car.
Hey, I said I didn't wanna do anything tom.
"I don't care y/n were doing something for your birthday" tom says starting the car and driving somewhere.
But I don't want to
"Too bad" tom says stopping somewhere.
"Listen I know you don't want to do anything but we can atleast go to the movies ok"tom says looking at me.
Fine.
We get to the movies and he helps me out of the car as I look like total shit still in my shorts and t-shirt but he buys our tickets and we go to see a random movie. As we're sitting in the movie theater I put my head on his shoulder and he puts his hand on my thigh and honestly I kind of forgot about the promise cause I wasn't really thinking about anything.
"Y/n" tom says whispering.
Yes tom?
"I'm really happy your 18 now" he says with a smirk looking at me.
I'm happy to tom.