I love you, but it's a felony

pt:18

It's been about 4 days and we wanted to go out with some friends so we met up with some old friends of ours as I saw my best friend since kindergarten, I ran up to her and pulled her into a big hug as she hugs back.
Oh my god don't make me cry, I don't have waterproof mascara on. I giggle as she starts laughing.
We introduce the boys and she introduces her friends, we go into this party house with a lot more people there, we all sit down on the couch.
Oh Lisa( her old friends name) remember that game we made when we were younger.
"Oh my god yes, we should totally play it"
Alright so everyone just sit where you are and everyone with choose who to go first and out a blind fold on then they choose someone else to go up there and kiss.
"So who wants to go first"
I guess I will, I mean the last time we did this was like 4 years ago.
I get up and put the blind fold on while walking up.
"Uh you, get up there"
"Fine"
One of the boys go up and just stands over me for a second after grabbing my face and pulling it in for a kiss. I kiss back then take the blind fold off realising that it was tom. I pushed him away from me as I looked at Bill who felt awkward, jealous and obviously upset. I walk out of the house for some fresh air before having a panic attack, I sit in the ground against the side of the house hyperventilating trying to breathe. Bill comes out to check on me to see my knees up to my chest as I'm trying hard to breathe.
"Shit" bill says running up to me and pulling me in for a hug rubbing my back trying to help me as he kisses my head and places me into his lap still rubbing my back and trying to calm me down.
"Hey, it's ok, just breathe okay, in and out, you've got this" bill says leaning his head against mine. I nodded my head to what he had said and try to breathe which I eventually did. He gives me a peck on the lips then helps me get up to give me a hug.
I'm so sorry, that kiss didn't mean anything, I didn't even know it was him, I'm so deeply sorry bill..
"Hey, it's just a game don't overwhelm it" bill says smiling a little.
I smile back  hugging him again before we walk back inside the house and sitting down. One of Lisa's friends gets told to go up and they make bill go up which I really wasn't a fan of but it's just a game. Bill has the blindfold on as her friend goes up and pulls him in for a kiss as his hands are behind his back leaning over because of her height and it was like that for a whole minute or so just kissing and it looked like he was enjoying himself mean while Tom and I weren't even up there 30 seconds.
He takes the blindfold off and just sits down next to me.
I'm gonna get a drink I will be right back.
I get up and sit down at the bar just talking to the bartender as he's filling everyone's drinks up.
Hey um can I get the strongest drinks you have.
"Yup, coming right up"
Oh and can you put it on my tab. I hand him my card as he nodds his head. He hands me the drink as I start drinking it and maybe off of like 4 or 5 of them after about 20 minutes tom comes to the bar to check up on me.
"Hey, are you okay" tom asks sitting next to me as I take another big sip of my drink.
Yeeesssss I'm amazzzinggg. I start talking as my words become very long as I speak.
"Ok your drunk let's go" tom says taking the drink out of my hands and gives it to the bartender to take.
No whyyy did you do thaaatt.
"Because you are drunk now let's get the others and go" tom says getting up as I also get up trying to walk straight but wobbling around loosing my balance leaning onto tom so I don't fall. Bill and the boys comes over and tell us that the girls had already left.
Aww, theyy didn't saaayyy gooodbyee to me.
"I'm sorry love" bill says grabbing on to me as I loose my balance again.
L-leett gooo i wannna walk on mmyy own.
I push him off as I start to walk out but didn't  realise the door was right in front me when I turned around and I walked right into it hitting my head as I fall backwards on to the ground.
"Holy shit she's bleeding" tom says.
There's blood dripping from my head down my forehead, my nose dripping onto my clothes.
I start crying and trying to get up as bill helps me up holding onto me picking me up bridal style carrying me into the car we we get on our way home.

Bill takes me into his room and helps me take my clothes off to get me into the shower as he takes his off to. He helps me get into the shower as he gets in right after I do.
"I'm gonna rinse the blood out of your hair and it might sting ok my love"bill said turning the water on as it just hits my body in warm waves.
Mhm..
I turn around leaning my head back as rinses the blood off as I move my head back leaning it down as the water had touched my cut and hurt like hell.
" I'm sorry my love, but why did you get all drunk"bill says trying to get the rest of blood out and wipe it off of my face.
Did you like that kiss with Lisa's friend, cause like you guys were kissing for more then a minute and Tom and I only lasted like 30 seconds.
"I tried to pull away but she wouldn't let me" bill explains as he kisses my forehead after getting the blood off.
"But that does not explain why you got so fucking hammered" bill says giggling a little.
I don't know, I guess I just needed a drink.
"Alright princess"bill says kissing me as I kiss him back, he grabs my waist by his two hands and I put my hands on the side of his face making out as he pulls me closer so our bodys are touching, I gasp a little in the kiss as I feel his hard on as it touches my thigh.
"Sorry about that" bill says giggling as I also start giggling.
I don't mind it.
Bill smirks as he kisses me again and picks me up as I wrap my legs around his waist, we get out of the shower and he then puts me on the bed as he leans over me kissing my neck then kissing down my waist onto my thoughts then kissing up my stomach back to my mouth and he bites my bottom lip making and entrance with his tounge hitting the roof of my mouth. He kisses my check and grabs my hands and put them over my head as he thrusts into me. He groans as he goes in and out moving his head down into my neck.
"God I love you so much" bill says groaning.
I love you to. I say in between moans.

He let's out and lays right next to me as he gets changed and hands me his T-shirt to throw on as I put my shorts on sitting on the bed, I go to stand up but fall over.
"shit" bill says laughing and goes to help me up.
Not funny.
"Your right it's not funny" he says still giggling a little as he holds onto me as we walk downstairs to where everyone is.
"Ohh bill harder" tom says mimicking me laughing.
Shut the fuck up, your just mad you got no bitches.
"I do have one" tom says putting his arm around me.
Are you calling me a bitch.
"Um no" tom says running as I go to slap him but fall over again forgetting I can't walk so well right now. I groan in pain from falling on my face and yet the hung over hasn't started yet but from me falling I definitely got that wave of a headache starting.
I'm gonna kill you once I can walk tom.
"Well that's if only you can catch me" tom says giggling and flipping me off.
I think your forgetting that I'm pregnant you idiot and that I have shortness of breathe if I run to much.
"Oh yea my bad" tom says sitting down on the couch.
I groan as I go to get up from holding onto the counter.
Shit. I lean over holding my lower stomach we it hurts so bad seeing that there is blood everywhere. I look over at bill as I already know what that means.
Oh my god no. I start crying holding onto bill as he moves me out of the puddle of blood as all the boys look over to see what happened.
Oh my god..
"What, why are you bleeding" bill says.
Misscariage...
Bill looks at me like he just lost one of the most important things to him.
I start crying more running into bills room getting a change of pants and then leaving the house getting into the car with bill as I speed up down the road entering the nearest hospital. Bill helps me out as I groan more in pain.
"Shhh your gonna be okay love" bill says as we walk in.
Bill calls a nurse as they pull me into a room and check me out so make sure that it isn't a misscariage.
"Um yea I'm so sorry for your loss" the doctor says walking out.
No no no no no, this can't be happening...
I get up from the bed and start trying to walk as everything is fuzzy and dizzy. Bill grabs onto me as I start to trip, he picks me up bringing me into the car as he drives this time. We get home and walk in as all the boys are just staring.
What you fuckwads have never seen a bitch bleed before.
"Stop calling yourself a bitch" bill says.
Shut the fuck up, litterly everyone just be god damn quiet for once, like you act like you have never seen someone bleed or have a fucking MISSCARIAGE before...
I walk back into bills room limping a little as I sit on the bed and start crying.
Bill comes in and sits next to me and pulls me in for a hug.
Im sorry for telling you to shut up. I say sobbing.
"It's okay, I know it's tough loosing your baby" bill says rubbing my back.
Can you get me ice cream..
"You want ice cream! " bill says sarcastically
Mhm
"Alright I will go get you ice cream" bill saying planting a kiss on my forehead.