I love you, but it's a felony

PT:7

After the pool we go back to Bill's house just to chill since he had been at mine for a while. We walk into the house and see all the boys at the kitchen counter including tom. He walks up to bill and I and grabs my hand, I push his hand off and give him a dirty look.
"Y/n I need to know.. bill or me"tom asks looking seriously into my eyes. I look at bill then tom.
Tom...you can't just ask me that knowing u treated me like shit, bill treats me better and understands me...
"Fuck you bill, really..."tom says pushing bill and I out of the way to leave out of the front door.
"Y/n I didn't know that this was gonna happen I'm so sorry..."bill says hugging me, I let go and just walk to Bill's room sitting on the end of the bed staring at the wall like this is all my fault and I ruined the twins relationship...because of me. Bill comes in and sits in front of me on the floor with his hands on my waist and looking me in the eyes. I kiss him while he puts a hand on the side of my face and one hand still on my waist, I pull bill on top of me still kissing him as I pull his shirt off slowly, I move his hair behind his ear staring at him as he stares at me.
Your so pretty bill...
He smiles and kisses my forehead and leans his head against mine as he then just lays next to me instead with his head on my chest just playing with me hair kissing my cheek.
"I love you y/n.."bill says sitting up to look at me.
....I love you to..
He kisses me again and lays back down on me as he plays with my hair and I play with his.
I'm gonna order something for delivery to eat, do you want a pizza cause I'm prob gonna order two so that the boys can have some to.
"Yea a pizza is fine sweetheart"bill says.
God I love it when you call me that bill. He smiles and giggles a little. I get up so I can grab my phone and order two large pizzas.
I sit down on the bed next to bill grabbing his hand giving it a little kiss and laying down hugging him around his waist, he lifts my chin up to kiss me which turns out to be a make out sesh with me on top of him and his hands around my thighs but he slowly moves them up to my waist putting his hands under my shirt so I can feel his cold rings. Georg knocks on the door to tell us that the pizza is here. I get off of bill so that we can go and get pizza.
"Aren't you going to eat?" Gustav asks
Nah I'm not really hungry right now.
"Yea but you bought this pizza for us, now I feel bad if Ur not gonna have any"Gustav says.
It's fine really, I'm just gonna go to bed you boys eat.
I go back to Bill's room and look into the mirror that bill has in there and just look at my body wishing I was skinnier. Bill walks in and notices me standing in front of the mirror looking at my body that I find discusting and walks over to me wrapping his arms around my waist and and his head on my shoulder.
"Your beautiful y/n, don't ever think other then that"bill says smiling at me. I turn around to face him and kiss his forehead. he picks me up and puts me in bed and lays next me which we both fall asleep.