I love you, but it's a felony

pt:23

I leave the house to take a walk. I never ment to kiss tom back, I don't feel anything towards him I love bill with all my heart but their was just something about that kiss that was just magical.
I know bill didn't mean to yell and me or hurt me, he's not like that. He was just mad and upset and I understand that.
I walk back home to all the boys talking in the living room and see bill and Tom. They look angry with eachother and this is my fault for kissing Tom back.
Bill and Tom both look up at me and Tom looks away as bill gets up to hug me really tight.
"I'm so sorry I acted that way towards you it wasn't mature and I was just jealous love.. "
Bill says calmly.
It's ok bill I understand, I shouldn't have kissed him back in the first place, this is all my fault and I ruined things with you and your brother..
"Your right you did kiss him back but it was just a mistake and I know you didn't mean it" bill says with a little smile on his face.
I stand on my tippy toes reaching for his face and kiss him with my arms around his neck and his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him.
The georg and Gustav cat whistle at us and we both turn around to flip them off.
I'm bored bill.
"Well what do you want to do" bill asks.
You.
Bill smiles a little before picking me up and taking me to his bedroom and placing me on the bed gently as he kisses me then my neck leaving hickeys down my neck. He starts to take off my shirt revealing my laced bra then he sits up and takes his shirt off revealing very few of his tattoos. He kisses down my stomach leaving butterfly's in me then kissing back up to my lips. He undos my pants then his leaving me also in my thong and him in his boxers. He moves my thong to the side before pulling down his boxers. He kisses me a little more before thrusting into me. I let out a small moan as bill let's his head down in the crook of my neck going in and out.

Bill takes out and falls to the side of the bed and kisses me. He pulls his pants up and gets clothes for me to put on then kisses my forehead.
I get changed and go into the bathroom to fix my hair and put it in a ponytail. With some strands hanging out.  Bill comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist and his chin on my shoulder.
"Your the most beautiful girl I've ever met" bill says while admiring you.
You smile and turn around and kiss him with ur hands on the side of his face and his hands now leaning on the counter of the bathroom.
He smiles through the kiss and I smile to then hugging him as he hugs me back.
I love you so much bill, I never want to loose our spark ever..
Bill looks at me with no expression and titles his head like he's a dog then somewhat smiles a bit.
"I love you to darling" bill says as he picks me up over his shoulder and takes me out of his room to the living room where the boys r and throws me on the couch and tickling me. I start laughing and crying from laughing to hard.
Bill and the others also laughing, Tom just sitting their staring.
Bill stop it.
I say mid laugh as then he finally stops and I put my legs on his lap and my head on his shoulder.
Tom scoffs and goes to get up.
You know what Tom, you ruin everything with me and then u get mad at me because I don't want you, that's not my fault I love bill and not you, you will find someone maybe not now maybe not in 4 years but you will but that someone is not me Tom...
"You can't just ever let me be happy can you.. " Tom says walking back to him room leaving everything just silent as I look down to my lap playing with bills fingers to fidget with.
"It's okay alright, he doesn't mean that" bill says.
Nah he's right tho I never let him be happy..
Bill sighs and kisses my forehead he takes off one of his rings and puts it on my ring finger to also fidget with that way I always have that to remind me of him.