I love you, but it's a felony

pt:22

Eyes don't lie!

We're all sitting on the couch outside as I look over to see tom just looking at me with sadness in his eyes so I look at him confused staring in his eyes watching him move his eyes to the ground, he gives me a little fake smile before moving his eyes to the tv. I tilt my head a little in confusion as I just stare at him confused, he looks happy with everyone else but not me, is he mad at me, did I do something to get him upset with me, or does me maybe miss me, something is wrong and I want to know what is.
I get up and go to bills room and throw on some jean shorts right before bill walks in.
"Hey love" bill says giving me a hug behind.
Hi my love.
"Georg, Gustav and I are all going to give to the store, ton said he didn't feel good so he doesn't want to go, we will be back in about an hour or so" bill says landing a kiss on the top of my head.
Alright I will see you later, I love you.
"I love you to" bill says walking out of the door.
I wait untill I hear the front door close to go and talk to Tom, I knock on Tom's door and he opens the door looking upset still.
What's wrong with you tom..
"Nothing" tom says.
I'm being serious, tell me what's wrong now tom.
"I just can't y/n" tom says looking back up at me with eyes that look like he's just giving up but he's hanging on, just for me?
Eyes don't lie tom... I know you miss me..
Tom looks at me with furrowed eyebrows and grabs me by my waist without hesitation he pulls me in for a kiss pinning me as I hit my back against the hallway wall. For some reason I just can't stop and let go of him from kissing me. I pull away from the kiss breathing heavily as I lean my forehead against his and my hands on the side of his face.
T-tom... I can't..
"I know.. It's why I never said anything but it was too obvious, I already talked to bull about it because I didn't want to ruin your relationship but if he finds out about what just happened he would hate me and break up with you and I don't want to see you upset again since what happened last time he did that.. " Tom says letting go of me and backing away but turns his head to see georg standing on the other side of the hallway with his mouth wide open just staring as I look over to also see him.
"I um forgot my wallet" georg says grabbing his wallet and walking out.
Oh my god we messed up, SHIT.
"Fuck" tom says turning around and biting his lip.
I start having an panic attack and walking back into bills room slamming shut the door behind me, what if I just call bill and tell him what happened, maybe nothing bad will happen.
I dial bills number and wait for him to answer.
"Oh hey love what's up" bill says on the other line.
I messed up and I need to talk to you...
I start crying on the other line sitting down against the door.
"What happened, why are you crying y/n" bill says worried and confused.
C-can you please just hurry home..
"Yes we had just left either way" bill says hanging up the phone.

Bill gets home and cones barging in his room to where I was sitting on the floor of his bed.
"Are you okay, what happened" bill says walking over to me and sitting in front of me.
I um.. I was asking tom what happened earlier because he has been giving me these looks and not flirty ones, they look like he's sad and just wants to give up but when I confronted him about it, it was because he had missed me and regretted what he had done then he ended grabbing my waist and pulling me in for a kiss and everything but I just couldn't let go for some reason and that's when georg came in to grab his wallet...
"I'm gonna fucking kill him" bill whispers as he stands up and walks to toms room.
Now all I hear is yelling in German and english and things getting thrown around and big bangs, I even thought that tom had said he was scared of bill so if he fighting back with him or is it all just bill but with the yelling I obviously still hear tom. I cover my ears so I can hear less of the fight and more of my thoughts so I turn music on as loud as I can to cover up the noise and I just sit there listening to that instead of the argueing that has been going on for about 10 minutes so far. But all of a sudden it all stopped and doors were slammed, bill all of a sudden barged open the door again and I stand up right near the wall as he walks over with one hand on my waist and another on the back of my neck pushing me up against the wall.
"Your fucking mine y/n, do you understand, no one else's.. " bill says looking down at me.
I am yours bill..
"Good.. " bill says pulling me in for a kiss with his body all up against mine.
B-bill are you not mad..
"Of course not, I have no reason to be mad at you" bill says with a furious look on his face.
Don't lie bill, I can tell your mad at me..
"Fine of course I'm fucking mad y/n, you God damn cheated" bill says angrily backing away from me.
He kissed me though bill.
"Yea but you kissed him back and shit y/n like what the hell is wrong with you, you let him kiss you and yet you kissed him back" bill yells.
I flinch back with tears in my eyes.
I-i bill...im so sorry, I really didn't mean to..
"Yes you did, you kissed him back, you cheated" bill says yelling even more.
I was about to say something  but there was an knock on the door and bill goes to open the door seeing georg there, georg looks at me and sees a few tears roll down my face then looks back at bill and shakes his head saying never mind then leaves.
Bill looks back at me  with anger in his face but it quickly changes to sadness seeing me cry.
"I-im so sorry, I didn't even realise what I was doing my love.. " bill says walking over to me trying to grab my hand but I move and walk around him leaving the room.
I exit the room and walk to the living room and sit there untill tom comes out of his room, I roll my eyes and out my shoes on leaving the house.