( 10:00 am, Oct 23)
I sat in the bathroom for what felt like hours and maybe was. Tear flooding passed down my cheeks and felt burned like acid. I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't even want to show my face at the altar for people wanted me.
I'm not a star... Rui lies to me... He doesn't love... It's better if Rui married whoever he likes. He had someone he liked in his bed... sleeping.
I checked my phone and checked the time. It was 10:20 am. The wedding starts around that time. I should be heading up and walking down the aisle like promised. But promises felt broken already. I practiced my vows in my head a million times maybe even billions, but I feel like that went to waste like how I am. I look like a waste. My hair was a mess again and my eyes were bloodshot red.
Don't show up... just go home...
"Isn't that wasting people's time...?" I mumbled to myself, "What if I just married Rui to get it over with, and Rui can be whoever he wants? It's not like I can do much but sit here heartbroken. Maybe it to be useful for once. What am I even doing here?"
More and More ideas spread through my brain then I heard a knock.
"Tsukasa-Senpai? Are you in there? Everyone is waiting for you?"
I recognized the voice. It was Mizuki...Rui's best friend since middle school. I looked in the mirror to fix myself up quickly.
Good enough...
"Hello, Mizuki-San!" I answered them.
"Tsukasa! Are you okay?" Mizuki panicked.
She must've noticed my eyes were swollen and red. But whatever...
"I'm fine! As a star, I'm always fine! Just a bit nervous!" I replied to try to nicely put it; I didn't want more people to worry about me. I'm a star, I'm supposed to make others smile not worry!
"Well Tsukasa-Kun, it's time to walk the aisle," Mizuki calmly approached, "Let's go! We don't want to keep Rui at bay?" Their smile was very sweet and kind. Mizuki is a great friend.
I followed behind trying my best to stay calm. I put my head to the ground as I met the person who would walk me down.
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❀wedding blues❀
Fanfiction**the cover is not mine** (If you know the artist pls let me know to credit) Description: It's Tsukasa's and Rui's big day. It's a special day for the couple...though Tsukasa thought. But there is a secret to be found out about Rui Kamishiro, his so...
