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Calmly sitting in the bathroom. Rui's sobs soon turn into bare silence. I think he was tired from crying, but my hiding. The pain in my heart ached even more.
How could he ever do this to me?
But, in the end, I was unsure who to blame. Myself for being so foolish, or that he cheated on me. But remembering his words outside the bathroom gave me shivers.
What did he mean by 'he didn't mean it' or ' it was a trick and didn't mean it?'
I kept my head down as soft droplets passed down my cheek. I felt like I had to know why or find the true reason. But again, why bother hurting myself? I hurt others as a star...I'm not even worthy of the title of world future star. All I wanted to do is curl up in a ball and disappear. But something in my head told me to go. Go find him...
...ten minutes pass by...
I got up from the bathroom floor and exited. I wasn't sure why, but I wanted to see Rui...no I needed him at the moment. I didn't understand it, but I wasn't understanding anything either.
I started walking around the house. I couldn't seem to find him anywhere...possibly he left or maybe even to pursue his "lover".
Maybe Rui is in his 'workplace' or more like the garage.
Once I got near the door...it felt chilly. It never felt this cold or even sad near this area. It never has been this cold before, and it was very dark. I frantically try to find the switch. I eventually flicked the switch on.
There I saw a person in the corner of the room... It was Rui.
"Rui?" I muttered, "What are you doing?"
He looked at me with those dead-looking eyes... Seems that he looked numb or empty inside. I approach him slowly before I could say anything. "Tsukasa- I... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to... I can't..." he started saying trembling. I felt bad and somewhat guilty, but what he did was still so wrong...
"Rui... What did you mean by it wasn't your fault?" I asked.
Rui look straight at me, and tears seemed to pour right out of his eyes...
"He made me do it... I'm sorry..."
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Who did??...
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❀wedding blues❀
Fanfiction**the cover is not mine** (If you know the artist pls let me know to credit) Description: It's Tsukasa's and Rui's big day. It's a special day for the couple...though Tsukasa thought. But there is a secret to be found out about Rui Kamishiro, his so...
