part 7?

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... I wanted to go after him... But I couldn't everything was mess, yet I wished it wasn't. I didn't deserve this neither did I... I wish this never happened. I wish I wasn't hurt. I wish that Rui didn't suffer.

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BEEP

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I sat up straight. My eyes hurt and felt puffy and stingy..  I was able to open them and turn off my alarm. I look at the time, 4:00 am...

I recollect my thoughts and realize everything was just a whole nightmare... Nothing really happened. I rubbed my eyes to see Rui beside me snoozing looking pretty.. I left out a sigh and then frozen when I heard a groan...

"mhn... Tsukasa.. sweetie? What'cha doing up early.." 

"O-oh.. just a bad dream! haha.." 

"Awwh poor babyy.." with his dreary eyes he wrapped around me and held me tight, " Love you, it's just dream.." 

"yeah.." I felt comfort around him. I snuggled around him.. It felt safe... I started thinking back to my alarm to realize... I had to get ready.. so did he. I pushed him off the bed so we could get started. 

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It was 7:00 am...

It was the day. The special day... As I put on my white tuxedo with lovely flowers on it I look in the mirror. I can do this... As I waited for my hairstylist and makeup artist, I heard a bang on the floor....

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