Warnings : angry Jake , angst , rough sex , cheating , profanity, fluff
Word count : 1k
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Jake hadn't said a word to you and avoided you when you tried to talk to him . He wouldn't even make eye contact but you'd feel him staring at you when you weren't looking at him sometimes.
"I never said that josh ! I said we had to work on that part!" You heard from the shower partly of what Jake was saying on the phone as he walked from the driveway. He probably had another fight with one of the guys and came home early .
You stopped the shower to listen to the conversation but you couldn't hear Jake anymore. He probably hung up you assumed. You could hear Jake pouring himself a drink , aggressively clanking and banging the glasses around.
You sighed and turned the shower back on, closing your eyes as you let the warm water drown your face and trickle down to your legs .
You jumped in fright when the shower door burst open to an angry Jake , who's eyes trailed off to your body.
"Jake I'm-" you tried to talk but he didn't care , walking into the shower and grabbing you , throwing you over his shoulder before turning the shower off and leaving.
"Jake!" you yelped as he tossed you in the bed , your wet body already soaking the sheets .
You propped yourself on you elbows, watching him unbuttoning his jeans , kneeling over you .
You looked down at your own body in shame . You were wet from the shower and completely naked infront of the man you hurt .
You were thrown out of your thoughts when Jake flung his jeans away , you looked up at him meeting eyes as he fell into you , moaning in your mouth as he kissed you sloppily, you could taste the alcohol in his mouth.
You felt his hands snake up your body and stop at your neck , his thumb caressing the previous almost faded hickies he made a few nights ago.
He broke the kiss and looked at your neck and chest and all the hickies he left , running his fingers over them. You couldn't read his face to understand what he felt .
"Jake?" You asked , making him look up at you with eyes that seemed to look sad before they changed off to being angry, suddenly remembering he was angry.
He fell back into the kiss , now kissing you roughly again , dominating over with his tongue .
His hand slid down between your legs that were around him . You gasped when his fingers graised at your core.
"You're already dripping" Jake said as he pulled away, licking the fingers he just touched you with , lowering himself to your core .
Jake had no intention of pleasuring you , he began eating you out for his own pleasure, deliberately avoiding your sweet spots , devouring your juices , moaning into your wet skin as he did.
"Please!" You begged involuntarily through your moans , immediately regretting saying that because you had no right to ask him after what you did .
You were breathing too heavily and it was weird because he wasn't even hitting the right spots .
You involuntarily began buckling your hips into his face making him stop .
"Stop fucking moving" jake growled , his breath on your heat before he continued what he was doing.
You fought for your life to keep yourself from wriggling around, trying to find any means of pleasing yourself.
He sat up once he had enough, looking down at your aching pussy with your juices glossing on his lips and chin.
he stroked his thumb over your clit , making you thrust up again .
He slapped your core , making you yelp at the mixture of pleasure and pain it caused you .
He lifted your legs over his shoulders as he aligned his leaking tip which you caught a glimpse off before he thrusted it in .
He began fucking you , moaning loudly before biting his lip so you couldn't get to hear him .
Your back was arched as your body jerked up each time he thrusted into you , you eyes rolling back at the pleasure of finally having him inside you , repeatedly moaning Jake's name .
Jake lowered himself into your neck as your legs slid off his shoulders, his arms wrapped around your body . the new position causing his cock to hit a different spot.
His mouth hung open , breathing heavily into your neck, his arms around your waist and back , like he wanted to be in your embrace .
You heard him let out the most beautiful moan right in your ear as he came , falling into your embrace after he did .
"Oh- Jake" you cooed as you hugged him , tears filling up your eyes . You felt the ace in your core grow because he didn't let you finish again but you were more bothered about Jake finally hugging you.
"I'm so sorry jake- you know I am and I don't know what to do to make it up to you because I can't do anything that'll take back what I did but I swear to god I'll never do it again i- I won't even so much as LOOK at another guy when I drink- I won't ever drink outside the house without you" you spoke breathlessly as you hugged him with his face in your neck , his body lying in you breathing as heavily as you were.
You felt your tears trickling down your cheeks . Jake didn't say a word he just lay there hugging you .
"Jake?" You called , your voice being evident that you were crying.
"Jake I love you.. and I swear I do" you spoke , trying again to get him to say something.
He moved , pressing his lips against the skin on your neck , leaving a long peck before lifting his head up to look at you .
"I know" he said , his hand moving out from under you to cup your face , his thumbs wiping the tears.
You leaned forward to meet his lips with yours , kissing him with happiness .
