Help {Dolan Fanfiction}

1. Who am I and who are you?

I felt a tender hand shoot tingles up my arm and moist tears dripping on my freezing hand where the only feelings I was aware of.

"Wake up baby, please wake up." I heard a faint voice say.

I stand in darkness without the ability to move and find light. I rise to the surface to hear people begging for me to come back, but as I try to see who is requesting my presence I start to lose conciseness. Going back into darkness without sight or sound. But I fight the force that feels familiar pulling me back and I see a light, the light that I though was going to bring me to a place named heaven to reconnect with lost relatives but instead as my eyes start to flicker open I see blurry figures in my vision hugging and crying with one another.

Scanning the room I found a guy laying in the bed next to me with wires and a breathing tube attached not stopping there near the window I found someone who looks exactly like him who I assume is his twin.

"She's awake!", someone yelled snapping me out of my day dreaming .

"Go get a doctor!", the handsome twin yelled as he ran towards me and rested his hand on mine. Not knowing any of these people I instantly pull my hand from his.

"Who are you?" I ask with curiosity.

"Well I'm Grayson, Grayson Dolan. I'm your boyfriends brother." he said with a disappointed voice.

"Boyfriend?"

"Yes, boyfriend." he said looking over at the boy who had all those wires attached to him.

I could barley handle the information I was just told. I have a boyfriend that I know nothing about and I have a room full of people I don't know.

Trying to find the words to ask, I just said it, " Can each of tell me your name and your relationship to me?".

I could barley handle that I had a boyfriend I don't know if I'm prepared to hear anything else from these people. Going around the room I heard friends, cousin, uncles, aunts , and my mom. My mom she was so beautiful she had long brown curly hair. Her curls looked just like small curl fries and she had bright hazel eyes. But the question remained where was my father. I didn't know how to bring it up. I'm not comfortable with these people as much as they are with me. So instead of over thinking it I just shot with the question.

"Where is my father?"

When those four words came out of my mouth the whole room went silent. And at that moment I knew there was something wrong. Grayson slowly came up to my bed and rested his hand on my leg that shot tingles up my body. I pushed his hand off my leg not used to the touch and asked again as my eyes started to water from fear and my body start to heat up from anger. I wasn't sure what was to come but I know I'm not ready but I need to know .

Grayson took a deep breath and spoke "Your father...... Isn't with us. He passed."

My heart broke, I know I had no remembrance of him which hurt even more.

"The day you found out you where upset we all where but you couldn't stand to look at me and your mother, so you left but Ethan being himself followed. You got into your car with Ethan in the passengers seat but with you crying so much you couldn't see straight and you ran into a tree on the side of the rode. Luckily it was late at night and no one else got hurt expect Ethan. Apparently he didn't have his seat belt on and he went straight threw the glass."

I didn't know what to do. My brain was still functioning what I was told. I felt tears form and I demanded everyone get out. When the room was clear tears fell from my eyes and I didn't know how to stop it. I put my "boyfriend" into a coma,my dad is dead, and I don't know who I am. My life is just falling before my watery eyes. As I wipe the tears from my face I look over to see the guy who's life I stopped. I force myself out of my bed and make my way over to him. "I'm so sorry," I cry. "I don't really know you but you deserve to live not me, I shouldn't be here." crying and apologizing is all I did. Wishing for him to wake up. When I ran out of tears to cry I slowly got up from the corner of the bed and slowly made it back to my bed. But on my way there I heard someone open the door, the doctor.
"You shouldn't be out of bed Madison." he stated.

"Madison?"

As I made my way to my bed he forced questions on me that I didn't know. Like my age, name, address, but one thing I did know was I'm going to find out.