Help {Dolan Fanfiction}

4.Finally

Forcing my self up, Grayson runs over and helps me out of my chair. Me being my greedy self I grab my bag of chips and cookies and wrap my arm around Grayson's shoulder and rush to the elevator. Seeing my room seemed miles away.... Finally reaching my room I see Ethan.

"Madison." Ethan said forcing my name our of his mouth.

Confused of how he could have been in a worse situation and still have memory of me. I had no idea who anyone was and I was in a save space... I guess some things will be unanswered.

"Ethan." I said not used to saying his name. Walking over to him resting my hand on his. Surprised that I would ever see his eyes, his smile. Assuming he would be just like his brother. Our eyes lock, looking into his eyes like we weren't in a hospital. Like our lives weren't affected at all. I wasn't sure what was going on but when our eyes meet its like we are here together, alone, frozen in time.

I don't have memory of our lives together, but he has plenty. When I look at him it's like everything I once lost was found. He makes me feel like me, I know I don't remember anything but I know that with him I'm who I was born to be.

Knocked into reality, Dr.Neal dismissed us into the hallway. Wanting one on one time with Ethan.

"How are you feeling Ethan?", Dr. Neal asked.

"Feeling pretty good, have my friends, family, girlfriend." Ethan replied in a delightful tone.

"Your vitals seem good, no memory loss. Your doing good. You got lucky." Dr.Neal said while checking blood pressure.

"This is lucky." Ethan said while pointing at his broken arm and bandages around his head."

"You are lucky, you have a hard head," he said while giving a little giggle, " you have your memory. Your doing so good. Most people don't even wake up from their comas, your lucky."

"I guess I am."

"Well you seem to be doing good, I'll let everyone back in. Catch up."

"Thanks doc."

As everyone walks in I stay behind. Watching everyone rush into a room I make my way past to see everyone packed into one room. Instead of trying to fit myself in that tiny room I continue to walk. Not knowing where I'm looking to go but just to walk. Walking around the hospital I found a garden.

I sat at the bench and just sat closed my eyes and listened. It made me think. It is such a tragedy that we are damaging things so fast and they will soon be way beyond repair. It is very sad to think future generations will not have the natural things to enjoy as we have had, and that they will be too into their phone and could be in the situation I'm in. No memory and might as well be alone. Drifting away on the bench was one of the worst sleeps I've had.

*flashback*

"Madison," my mom says in a depressing tone," your father is gone.

My heart dropped to the lowest part of my stomach. I tried to hold back my tears but the one person who I told absolutely everything to was gone. Gone, and the worst part is that I didn't even get to say goodbye.

Rushing out the door I grab my keys and rush out side. Ethan being the good boyfriend he his came along.

(he always over, might as well live at my house)

But at the time I thought of it good but as I started driving Ethan tried to cool me down just made me angrier and angrier. Everything that I held inside was slowly just coming out. Not paying attention to the rode, I was more focused and everything I didn't have. Bam!

Waking up to breathing unevenly. Looking around to see the relaxing garden. The relaxing garden turned out to be not so relaxing.

Getting up to go find Ethan and have some one on one time I find him kissing this blond chick. I didn't see much and I didn't want to. How could he? I understand why I had such a hard time opening up, but I thought he was different. He had to be he was special. he was the one from what I knew.

Running as fast as I could I found a corner, a dark corner that I felt comfortable hiding and crying in. I felt something, someone. Not having the strength to look up I feel him, running my shoulders, and I knew exactly who it was.

Grayson Dolan.

*thoughts*
Grayson was always there for me, since I've woken up. I can't say so before but from what I can recall he has been a better friend than anyone has. Ethan not so much. Yes he just woke up but he has his memories I don't. So were Ethan and I as happy as people portrayed.