Help {Dolan Fanfiction}

11. Done

As Grant and Bailey reach their terrible twos Ethan and I reach our terrible 18. We barely became legal adults and we have two kids one job and a room. I thought we could get through this but I'm slowly starting to lose the only faith I have. Since our babies came to this beautiful world they brought love in my heart that I couldn't have gotten with out them. But with them I can't live the life I was meant to.

Ethan and I have discussed this for a long time because of how much we are struggling. We found this wonderful family not too far from us that is stable and would allow us to see them if we wanted to, when we wanted to. Strapping in my babies was the hardest thing I've done knowing it might be the last. Reaching their house it was absolutely stunning. But it took real strength to take Grant and Bailey out of our car. But I knew they would have a wonderful life here. A better one than they would have with us. I couldn't stand giving them both away but I didn't want to separate them. Me picking up Grant and Ethan holding Bailey was heart breaking. I didn't want to do this but I knew it was best for all of us. Knocking on their door I walked in and they pointed us in the direction where we could say our goodbyes. Looking at Ethan I could tell he tried to hold back his tears which made me cry. Saying our final goodbye I wave goodbye like they are able to say goodbye back. As I was in no condition to drive Ethan drives us back to his parents house and we lay in bed crying our eyes out till it's no longer possible.