Help {Dolan Fanfiction}

10. Baby?

Not questioning Grayson's presence I continue to be pushed to our room. As the nurse handed me a sheet like dress I had no privacy to change. But I guess I have to get used to it, I'm giving birth in all. Once changed the nurse put this clear liquid that felt like thick ice water on my belly. The facial expression that she had on his face wasn't a comforting one.

"What's wrong?"

"Um, great news you're not just having one baby, your having two."

Looking over to Ethan his face was comforting. Excited but scared because we are barely prepared for one baby but now two.

"What are you doing?" I asked Ethan as he was texting someone.

"Oh it's nothing." He said trying to hid something.

"Okay we have to get you to the O.R. now." A group of nurses rushed in and my doctor as they rolled me out of the room. "Put this on." They told Ethan throwing him a bag of clothes.

They could have been a little nicer and I didn't really understand why they were being so rude and rushy. Reaching the O.R. they put a mask and my face and told me to count down as they stuck a needle in my arms.

"10. 9. 8. 7. " I was getting tired "6. 5. 4. 3." It was making it harder for me to count down but I rushed the last two numbers "2. 1."

With everything happening I can't remember much but what I do remember is seeing my baby girl and boy. Holding them made everything so real. They brought me true happiness that I haven't felt in a long time. I've been happy with Ethan but there was something no someone missing.

Drifting off I wake up to familiar faces for the first time in a while. It was actually made me feel comfortable. Looking around the room I saw our mothers, Cameron, and my best friend of all time Casey. It was small but they are family. And I didn't care how many people came but who. But aside from them I found bags of I assume baby clothes and diapers which was good.

Looking over at Ethan in a chair aside from me holding out little girl, " Is that who you were texting?"

"Well yeah. I had to let them see our babies." He said like I we supposed to know.

Looking for my baby boy I jumped up looking for him," where is my baby boy!" About to get up Cameron my mom and Ethan's mom move out of the way to show Grayson holding my sleeping baby boy. As I tried to get my heart beating at a normal beat.

"Do you want to hold him?", Grayson asked holding him out.

"I'm fine you seem to have him."

"Well have you thought of a name yet?" Casey asked in a course manner.

"For my beautiful beautiful girl. Bailey. And for my handsome little boy Grant."

Looking over at Grayson when he heard Bailey come out of his mouth he lit up. And I didn't regret it.

Everyone used that as a I should go so you can talk, even Ethan. So it was me Grayson and my two babies.

"Why Bailey?" He asked confused of my name choice.

"Why not? Don't you like it?"

"Oh course I do. It's an honor. I just thought you were mad at me. "

"Well I promised that when Bailey and Grant came I didn't want any problems. I wanted a fresh start and that's what I'm doing. I wanted to do this before I cave birth but they came a little sooner than I expected."

"Well it's a honor and I hope we can go on forgetting everything."

Ethan peeking in checking on me I gave him the signal it was okay to come in and behind him was my doctor.

"So how are you feeling?" The doctor asked.

"Tired and my boobs hurt." I said touching my belly," will it leave a scar."

"You breast will hurt, so you want to release some of the milk," she said squeezing my breast with two hands one on top and one on the bottom," now you try."

It didn't happen as smoothly as I expected. It shot out and almost hit Ethan in the face. Looking at Grayson he seemed very uncomfortable.

"Also it won't leave a scar. I'm just that good." She said with a smile," I'll come back to get the babies and I'll bring them back but while I'm gone try to breast feed."

As my boob was hanging out of my dress, Grayson walked over handing over my baby boy Grant. As he tried to avoid looking at my boobs.

Resting Grant in my arms I placed is mouth on my nipple. At first he didn't want to drink but after a minute of two of encouraging him to eat. And before he could finish he fell right to sleep, it was the most adorable thing. And for the next 25 minutes I used my other breast with my baby girl Bailey.

As the nurse came in I just got done with Bailey. "So how it going?"

"Great! Both asleep and fed."

"Good once they get their shots and overnight you guys will be able to take them home. "

1 year later

After my babies grew up Grayson and I got closer and Ethan and I spread farther. I would assume this baby would bring us closer as a family but boy was I wrong.