Help {Dolan Fanfiction}

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Pacing back and forth of the hospital room I was determined to figure out why, how. How could I not have know that he was in pain. And if I didn't how come no else did. Attempting to figure out more what I found was rather more than bargained for.

Since we've woken up the more we are "together" the farther apart we really are. We don't click like we used too. If we stayed together for 3 years than why is our relationship in danger with us together for almost a week. Slowly glide into the room I look at Ethan and speak.

"I can't seem to put my finger on it, so you have to tell me what I did."

"Your so perfect," he says struggling for the right words," everything comes easy to you, you don't struggle with anything. Without me you would have Grayson!" he said tearing up.

Stopping him there," No I wouldn't have Grayson, I don't want him. If I wanted him I would be with him but I'm not. I'm trying to figure out no trying to fix what's wrong with us."

"So what is wrong with us?"

"You tell me' you've known me longer."'

"To be honest I don't know."

If Ethan couldn't fix us who could. It had to be someone who knew us both before and after the accident, and I knew just who. It wasn't someone who we both were very fond of but he could be the answer. Walking out, excusing Ethan trying to call me back. I come back with Grayson. The face on Ethan's face was indescribable and not in a good way. It's like the sight of me upset him. I couldn't run like I always did I had to stay and face it. Not knowing what do to, I sat of the bed resting my head in my hands to stop the tears from coming. Feeling a hand on my shoulder I knew who it was so I didn't feel the need to look up.

"We'll get through this."

Not in the mood to response. I just stayed in my position not wanting to show him my face. He started to rub my back. And tingles just shot through my body all the way down to my toes causing the hairs on my legs and arms to rise. For the first time since I've waken I'm speechless. And I'm running out of sorries. In room of silence my head starts to go back to the crash. The pain of the glass in my ski and the sight of Ethan in the passengers seat unconscious, me kisses Grayson knowing the pain it caused Ethan, and the abuse, not only the mental but physical. Grayson slapping me across the face with all his might. With all in mind I start balling my eyes out struggling to breath. Ethan trying to calm me down the only thing he could do was kiss me which surprisingly worked in masteries ways. But the next thing I know everything goes black.

Attempting to find light was more difficult than the first. But I remembered Ethan some how helped me out. And instead of trying to find the light I look for Ethan. Looking up I see him, his sparkling smile looking back at me. Out of this deep sleep I look over to see an empty bed. And instead of balloons, cards and family I see no one. No Ethan, Grayson, mom.
Struggling up trying to find someone I find no.

Walking around an empty hospital I slowly creep into the elevator and go to the next floor up finding ETHAN!