"Ethan," I said in a surprising yet confusion manner, "how are you awake you where just right there." I said pointing to the empty bed. I was so confused I just needed to sit and process what just happened in the last 30 seconds.
"Just calm down." Ethan demanded as resting his hand on my shoulder.
As I looked at Ethan's hand resting on my shoulder. I didn't mind. Seeing him made me feel like I've never lost anything. Everything was were we left it. Nothing has changed even though I can't quite remember. It felt right.
"How are you..." I asked while being interrupted.
"Just listen," he said trying to calm me down, " I'm here to tell you it's not your fault. I went with you that night willingly, no one made me do anything. You need to stop apologizing for something you had no control over."
"But." I say trying to interrupt.
"No buts, if I don't make it on with you and Grayson, if I don't wake up I don't want you to hold back. I don't want you feel that you need to grieve. Move on with your life."
"Well my mother used to tell me, if you can't find anything to live for, you better find something to die for. I found something to live for.... You. So you need to fight, fight what's holding you back and come back to us and we will deal with this together. I'm not ready to move on without you, if you are I'll try to move on, it won't be easy but I will. But I don't want you too. I may not remember what we had but I want to make new memories and cherish those, and never forgot."
Waking up out of my "deep sleep" from talking to Ethan just made me want Ethan to wake even more. Getting up and cuddling next to him helped me feel comfortable. Laying with Ethan's relaxed body reminded me of what I wanted. Drowsing off, I love the feeling of his warm body against mine. The sound of his heart beating every second. Awake or asleep, Ethan had this vibe that make me feel comfortable. It helped me fall asleep so much faster, but waking up to Grayson staring at me shocked me up.
"Can we talk?" Grayson asked in a nervous matter.
Confused of why Grayson wanted to talk to me. I don't know why but Grayson gave me a weird feeling. Walking through the hospital halls looking over at Grayson I couldn't help but have tears fall down my face. Grayson reminded me off what I might lose, Ethan. I push him away because the sight of him just reminds me Ethan and how he might not wake up....... Arriving at the food court Grayson gave me a smirk showing his charming smile, making me smile.
"Why did you call me over here?" I ask while grabbing one of everything.
"I just felt you needed to get out of that dreaded hospital room."
"Well why did you say it in such a hard tone?"
" It got you out didn't it."
"True," I said in a agreeing tone," so do you think Ethan will wake up?"
"He strong he will."
Seeing Cameron run out of the elevator to Grayson and I my heart stopped.
"Ethan's awake!" Cameron said in a excited manner.
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FanficAfter Madison Pettis and Ethan Dolan goes through a tragic accident what will things get better or worse?