panic attacks ~Robin Arellano~

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by visahijm

by visahijm

Y/n pov:
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After losing my brother Finney,this pass week has been a rollercoaster,I've been crying almost every day,missing him wishing I was kidnapped and killed instead and I've been having panic attacks more, knowing that the grabber is alive.I woke up and went to the bathroom,staring in the mirror with my hair up in a messy bun,tear stains in my face,dark circles around my eyes,I looked down at my wrist and saw the bracelet Finney made me,we had matching bracelets.i stare back to the mirror,deciding I should clean up.and with that,I took my hair down,stripped,starting the shower,got in and started washing my hair.after my shower I went back to my room, shutting the door quietly then I sat at my vanity,doing some light make up foundation concealer,blush,eyeshadow,mascara mostly only to cover the fact that i was crying for the last week.it was 7:36 already,I had to be at school by 7:40.I burst out a cuss word as I got up and ran out of my room,going to the garage,grabbing my bike and pedaling off to school

Once I got to school barely on time not even opening the school door I already got looks from everyone.i grab onto the handle, walking into the school as I walked down the halls,people whispered to their friends while they looked at me,after making it through the stares.i got to my locker, opening it,when I opened it I got a note falling out,it landed on the floor,I couched down,picking it up

'wheres your brother,loser?'

as I read the note I heard gigging behind me,I looked behind me and see Moose, Mickey,George,Matty and buzz while looking at me,I turned back around as I did I heard a similar voice

"Y/n?"

I turned to my right and saw Robin standing there

"Oh,hey Robin" I said weakly

Robin: "how have you been holding up?"

"I've been fine ig"

Robin: "that's good,btw if any fuckheads try to mess with you.just know I got your back"

"Thanks"

Robin: "no problem"

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*Bell rings*
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I was trying to find my class but all of the classrooms I walked into was the wrong classes,they had it on my schedule though,as I was walking down the halls I tried thinking 'am I crazy?' 'am I going insane?' 'why is my schedule messed up' 'why does it feel like I'm in a loop' 'why is my breathing getting so heavy and why am I trembling why is my voice is getting shaky,why can't I speak'

I dropped my books and curled up into a ball against the closest wall,trying to breathe but it didn't work,tears peaked their way out the crease of my eyes,dripping down my cheeks,I suddenly saw a figure running up to me,as i got my vision got less blurry I saw Robin.he gets on his knees infront of me,hugging me tighty.as he continued hugging me,my tears went away,my voice went normal again and i stopped shaking,I felt safe in his arms.when everything stopped he stopped hugging me

"W-what happened?"

Robin: "you were having a panic attack y/n"

"H-ho-how you know how to stop it"

Robin: "Finney used to get them alot when he got stressed,what happened?"

"My schedule,I swear it has my classes on them but none of them were right apparently" I handed him the paper with my classes on them

Robin paused and looked at the paper

Robin: "seems like someone switched your schedule with their schedule"

"Who was it?"

Robin: "moose" I heard him mumbled.

"Moos-

Robin got up and started storming down the halls,looking left and right for moose