LoveYou Goodbye.
It's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end
It's impossible to know if after this we can still be friends, yeah
I know you're saying you don't wanna hurt me
Well,maybe you should show a little mercy
The way you look I know you didn't come to apologize
Hey,hey, hey
Oh, why you wearing that to walk out of my life?
Hey,hey, hey
Oh, even though it's over you should stay tonight
Hey,hey, hey
If tomorrow you won't be mine
Won't you give it to me one last time?
Oh, baby, let me love you goodbye
Harry sat in Craig's car looking out of the window as Craig navigated the mid- morning traffic which was a bitch in central London. He was feeling much better physically but the pain in his heart was not better. He felt alone and lonely, lost and depressed. And confused because Craig had kissed him. He hadn't been prepared for that and had been surprised by it. He had acted the only way he knew how : smile and be polite and let him peck his lips. This worried Harry and he knew that he needed to set down some boundaries. He was on the rebound and all he needed right now were friends not a new boyfriend and by the looks of it, Craig was aiming to be his boyfriend!
For the past week, Craig had taken good care of him. He had been at the hospital all the time, making sure that he was okay and that he had all that he needed. Harry had been heartbroken that Louis had not come to the hospital once to visit him or even called one of his friends to check up on how he was doing. He had waited everyday with hope that Louis would walk through of his hospital room door and hug him and tell him that everything was going to be alright but he never had and Harry still hoped until his hope had eventually died. It was then that Harry realized that they were officially over and that killed him inside. They had been through so much and always managed to fix it, but this time, it was final. He had voiced certain things out to Louis that he could not take back like the issue with his boys and his rape. Harry blushed at the thought of how he had yelled at Louis and demanded he make choices when he knew that it was not his place to demand this from Louis! Louis was fighting battles Harry had no idea about! Louis was suffering! And he had been a jealous bitch, demanding from him and fighting with him, yelling at him! Yeah, he knew that Louis would not take him back because who would want him? Clingy, needy, jealous and desperate to belong.
He had also noticed that Liam and Niall had never mentioned Louis to him the few times they had come to visit him. Not once and whenever Harry tried to ask about him, they quickly changed the subject. He had told them briefly what had happened that night, leaving out the rape and Louis' other boys issues, just telling them that they had a big fight and that he had left the house, emphasizing that he had been the one to leave and that Louis hadn't kicked him out, like Craig had been suggesting. Zayn had never visited him once in a week. Harry thought this odd but he was too wrapped up in his broken heart and sadness to actually ask them what the hell was going on because he knew that something was going on. He wasn't thick! He had caught the several exchanged glances between Liam and Niall and the hushed whispers with Craig when they thought he had been asleep.
Harry jumped a little in his seat as he felt Craig's warm hand close over his own, which was resting on his thigh. The contact startled him.
'Hey bub are you alright?' Craig asked him. Harry didn't like that he called him "bub" but it had been a pet name that Craig had picked up for him during this whole week that he had been at the hospital. It was a cute term of endearment and Harry didn't mean to sound ungrateful, in fact he was truly grateful for all that Craig had done for him especially getting him into one of the private suites for free. Craig had told him that the hospital had done it as a favor to him since he worked there and Harry was honestly grateful but "bub" sounded intimate. It sounded like a pet name you give your boyfriend and Craig was not his boyfriend. Harry gave him a weak smile.
