My heart was beating outside my chest, why was he here? He hasn’t uttered a word to me since the wedding. I’ve cheated on his sister, I got her pregnant and now I’ve been caught again with Noelle. It’s not like I can’t be with Noelle but it was pretty damn stupid considering I’ve been trying to get Jess back. I mean I signed the annulment forms, I thought that would be enough for her to know I was serious about fixing things but as it turns out every time I do something good I screw it up by doing two bad thing which this week is crashing the car with Will in the car and then calling her a slut and now this, so that makes three.
“What’s up Lou?” I ask nervously as I step out of the house and shut the door behind me. I may have called Noelle but I hadn’t actually slept with her this time, honestly I was lonely and I just wanted someone to talk to. But those words coming from my mouth is bull shit and no one would believe me anyway.
“You’re with Noelle again then,” He mutters. He’s already flexing his wrist and it’s obvious that he knows that I called Jess a slut yesterday. I tried to apologise for that, I was just angry that she doesn’t even seem upset anymore. She won’t even give me a chance…
“We were just talking,” I tell him awkwardly, even I think I’m lying but the truth is that we were just talking and it wasn’t what it looked like this time but like Louis was going to believe me after all the shit I’ve pulled.
“Uh huh…” He nods his head and narrows his eyes at me. “I honestly don’t give a fuck if you’re with Noelle for the rest of your life but right now you’re going to come for a drive and we’re going to see Jessamine. You’re going to apologise to her for cheating on her, you’re going to apologise for calling her a slut and you’re going to accept the rules she lays down for when you see William. Let’s go.” He says sternly and turns on his heel and walks back to the car expecting me to follow him.
I don’t follow him I just stand there dumbfounded, I was sure he was about to beat the shit out of me. “Harry get in the fucking car,” He snaps loudly. I finally follow him and climb in to the car buckling up and sitting there awkwardly as Louis takes off out of the driveway. I didn’t even tell Noelle where I was going.
I watch my best friend curiously as he grip the steering wheel so tight his knuckles go white. “I’m sorry Louis,” I murmur quietly. I’m so selfish about my own needs that I never stopped to consider out it would affect Jess, William, Louis or even Niall. He glances at me curiously and then turns his head back to the road and doesn’t respond.
I get confused when I realise that we’re on the way to Liam and Danielle’s flat, not Niall’s place. I don’t mention it or anything and just watch Louis drive, he’s really mad. When we arrive he parks out the front and yanks the keys from the ignition, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him so angry at anyone. I follow him to the door, he knocks and we stand there awkwardly and wait for the door to open. Liam answers the door and smiles at Louis. He gives me a blank look and opens the door. Great everyone hates me.
