I missed out on my child’s first birthday party because my boyfriend doesn’t care about me anymore. He said he was done a month ago and I’m saying it now. I am done! I haven’t been happy for a while now and it was all because he blew up about one little thing which wasn’t a thing at all. He blew up at me putting my head on Harry’s shoulder but honestly no one asked him to go to the pharmacy to get William’s medicine, we could have all gone. And now he thinks that Liam kissing me is me cheating on him.
I’ve had enough and I won’t let him treat me like that anymore. I let Harry walk all over me for nearly three years and I’m tired of being a door mat. I drove all the way to Liam’s cottage, I texted him asking him where kept the spare key and told him that if it was alright with him I’d stay the night and come back in the morning. I had texted Harry as well and told him that I would be back in the morning and that I wanted him to have William. I didn’t want Niall to have him because honestly I don’t trust him anymore. He’s never treated me like that, one of the reasons I was with him is because he never ever treated me like that and he never pressured me in to anything, he changed and I don’t know why.
The more I thought about it the more it upset me because I put a lot of work in to William’s first birthday and I was missing out on it. Niall was calling me non-stop and when I say non-stop I really non-stop. Call after call after that I ignored after a while I ended up turning my phone off. When I got to the cottage and let myself in with the spare key I was reminded of how dusty it was, there was minimal furniture and there was no food in the fridge so after I tidied up and I took out the garbage and hopped back in to the car and bought some food and some coffee to keep me going.
By the time I had cooked up a small serving of spaghetti Bolognese I was missing William and I was ready to go home and crash on Harry’s sofa just so I could see my little baby. It wasn’t his birthday yet but it was the day after tomorrow and I didn’t want to miss it. I sighed softly and sat back on the sofa and watched the telly for a while before deciding to have an early night. There were only two bedrooms and because Liam hadn’t really furnished the place the second bedroom didn’t have a bed so I slept in Liam’s room.
New message from: Harry
-Niall’s a wreck you need to come home. William is crawling around the house saying ‘mama’ he misses you.
I sighed in the morning when I woke up and turned on my phone. I didn’t sleep well because even though William wasn’t there I was waiting for him to start crying and call out for me. I needed to go home and see if things with Niall and I were fixable, which I didn’t think they were. So after cleaning up my mess and piling the food I had bought in to the car I made my way back through England and back in to town. When I got back I parked my car at Harry’s place because I didn’t want to see Niall yet, I was itching to see my little baby. “Mama,” William gurgled when Harry opened the door with him on his hip.
“Hey,” Harry smiled weakly at me, he looked exhausted.
