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Niall has gone to Ireland to see his mum for the week so I’ve got the new house all to myself. I got bored and decided to see if Harry had plans, I had accepted over the last few weeks that William needed to see his dad and it would be a healthier environment for William to spend time with the both of us together.
“Hey Jess,” Harry looks a bit puzzled when I knock on the door.
“Hi,” I smile as William lets out a delighted squeal and reaches out for Harry. He’s so big now that I have to prop him on my hip and I can’t cradle him like I did when he was smaller, unless I’m feeding him. “Niall is in Ireland and I got bored,” I explain as he opens the door for me so I could walk in to the house.
“Oh,” Harry has been a lot more supportive about me being with Niall but in all honestly I haven’t been with Niall in over a month. It was only just three weeks ago that Niall made dinner for me and we had our little romantic date. Nothing happened that night we had barely kissed since that night when I kissed him in the backyard. Maybe we could knock down the back fence?” Harry suggested as I passed the baby to him. He was wide eyed and bushy tailed he had just woken up and had a feed.
“That’s very possibly, you could see Will all the time then.” Things are almost back to normal with Harry apart from the fact that every time I’m with him I have the voice in the back of my head reminding me that he did cheat on me and I should be cautious.
“I still see him every day anyway. What are you going to do when we go on tour?” He asks. I had completely forgotten about the tour that was coming up just after William’s first birthday. There was still a long time to go until that but it was a good question. I hadn’t considered what I would do when the lads went back on tour.
I knew that this wasn’t a long tour like the other tours had been, it was just a four month tour but that is a long time for Harry to be away and William is only small I don’t want him to forget about his dad. “I’m not sure,” He’s too little to go on a tour bus and it doesn’t seem very practical to follow the lads around the world with a small baby.
“We’ve got more than six months to work it out, do you think you and William could come on tour for a while?” He asks. “I mean I know that traveling the world isn’t really erm practical but I don’t think I could go four whole months without seeing him.” He says as he take Will to the living room and pops him on the floor on his tummy with some of his toys.
“We’ll work it out,” I murmur and sit down on the sofa and tuck my feet under my butt to watch Harry and William play. William and I end up spending the whole day with Harry. In fact Harry cooked dinner while I gave William a bath and feed him and expressed some milk for the morning so I could have some wine. I put him to bed and went back up to the dining table where Harry had set out plates of steak and baked beans. “Classy,” I laugh as I pour myself a bottle of wine and put the bottle of milk in the fridge.
