COMA

Feels like we only go Backwards

"Hey...I got here as fast as I could...come here.." Chimon took Nonnie into his arms. It was a much-needed hug, Nonnie just didn't know how much she needed it. The warmth of another dear friend felt good. Especially after being there for everyone and holding it together.
"Where is he?"
"Who? there are two of your friends laying here Chimon..." Nonnie sniffed, unable to control her tears. Chimon pointed at her, not letting go – not that he could, if he tried, since Nonnie was clinging on to him tightly.
"I meant your brother Nanon...where is he? Is he better now?" Nonnie nodded. "For now...Mon..he had a seizure after I told him what had happened to Ohm. He wasn't able to handle it..at all. I've never seen him like that."
"Hmm...I didn't expect anything else, to be honest...remember when we pranked him about Ohm leaving GMMTV to go somewhere else cause he had enough of him?...He almost lost it, he called Ohm repeatedly, wanting to speak with him. When Ohm finally picked up, he cried and screamed at him, insulting him and all that....and that was a stupid prank – Now imagen how he feels now."
Nonnie just looked at him, too sad to speak. She didn't know what was more painful...the fact that her brother most likely would lose the love of his life or that she might lose a dear friend and in some way a new found brother.

*

"Don't ever do that again.... EVER!" Nanon hugged Ohm tight, despite him being soaking wet and cold. It was a rainy day, cloudy and windy. But Nanon could only focus on the warmth he felt in that moment, in his heart, when Ohm was right in front of him, feeling his breath on his neck and his nose on his cheek.

"Hey...I am sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. It was just a prank. A stupid prank..." Ohm held Nanon tight, wanting to show him, that he was going nowhere anytime soon. Ohm would never leave Nanon, not willingly anyway. Not if he had a say in it. Ohm breathed in the familiar scent of Nanon, he smelled of Baby powder and a nice body lotion of some sort, Ohm didn't know. He just knew that he loved the scent of Nanon and he would always feel extremely calm after inhaling that particular scent, that scent that only Nanon had. Everything about Nanon was soothing, despite him being dramatic and a little too naggy sometimes. Ohm loved it and he loved him – so damn fucking much.

"I don't like that. And you know it....but still...you let them do that to me.." Ohm could hear Nanon's voice break, which made him sad. He never wanted to hurt Nanon, he just wanted to give him a little scare – and maybe lure out a little confession.
"I never want to be without you...I know I can be annoying, jealouse, dramatic ..."
"Possessive, Bossy..."
"Yeah okay, I got it" Nanon gave Ohm a annoyed glare, on which Ohm replied with a mischievous smile.
"Non...you are all those things and I love you for that. You don't ever have to change for me. I accept you the way you are because I am not perfect myself. That is why I was never able to maintain relationships for too long. People wanted me for my looks. They didn't bother to get to know me first and when they did, they left me...saying I was too hot headed and short tempered." Ohm rolled his eyes and shook his head, as if he couldn't believe what those people thought of him. Nanon didn't say anything, but he was very much in agreement with the observation of those ex-partners of his. Yet, of course, he would never say it. So he just smiled at him in disbelieve.
"Yeah right? Me and short tempered...anyway what I was saying is that, you are one of the very few people who could keep up with my behaviour and you accepted me for who I was."
Nanon looked up to him, smiling. He couldn't stop smiling at him...Ohm did the same and cupped his cheeks with his two gigantic hands. He kissed him on his cheek twice and on his nose, trailing kisses all over his face. Nanon closed his eyes and enjoyed it. It felt so good to be loved, accepted, not for what people thought you were or what you could give – but for who you really were. Ohm saw him – the real him and he saw Ohm. They accepted and appreciated eachother unconditionally. They were starring at eachother now. Time seemed to stop. It was only them now, it has always been only them really, escaping into their bubble, every time they got too close to eachother – it was irritating, devastating – It was only the two of them – They really were eachothers Universe. Nanon couldn't look away, he tried but failed. It seemed as if Ohm was having the same struggles, tracing featherlight lines on Nanon face, without realizing he was doing so. Nanon suddenly felt the strong urge to kiss him, outside on the street, soaking wet, where they were standing apparently for the last 10 minutes... It felt like an eternity, nevertheless. He felt like he wanted to confess to Ohm, right now...
"Ohm?. „he whispered , barely audible.
"Hmm?"
"There is something I need to tell you...I don't know how to begin; I am afraid really"
"You can tell me anything", Ohm smiled at him reassuringly." Don't ever be afraid...I am here for you and I always will...."
"Promise me...you wouldn't ...."
"Non...are you crying?"
"Ohm...I-I think I am in love with..."