COMA

I took what Midnight gave us....

"Doctor...I think he is waking up....he is opening his eyes!" Nanon searched for the doctors and waved them in his direction. "He is awake...he is looking at me" He took Ohms Hand into his own, squeezing it and kissing the back of his hand. "Hey...you gave us a scare..."
"Hey....us or you?" He smiled at him, barely able to open his eyes. His voice was shallow and cranky, but he was awake and talking, recognizing Nanon. Up till this point, Nanon never knew, he could feel this much joy and peace at the same time. If he had one wish in the world, he would wish for exactly this moment – to see Ohm, well and alive, looking at him and smirking in his shity mischievous manner. Normally Nanon would roll his eyes at him, upon what he just said but this time - this time he just smiled at him, staring at him, as if he couldn't believe his eyes. Ohm was back – he came back – he came back to him despite of what the doctors predicted. He seemed alright too...just a little tired, which was understandable, Nanon thought.
"Non...you are crushing my hand...let go, please.."
"Oh..I am sorry – I was just..."unable to hold back his fear and his emotions, he started crying, collapsing onto Ohm's Chest.
"Ooooiii, Noooon, you are hurting me..."
"Don't ever do that again...don't ever leave me, please Ohm...promise me" Even though Ohm was in immense pain, he held Nanon tight to his chest, because he needed it and Ohm would always provide for Nanon first, even if it meant, hurting himself in the process.
"Hey...I am going nowhere..." – Nanon felt his eye leads getting heavier and heavier. He got so worked up, worrying, and crying over Ohm, that he forgot to sleep. Tiredness came back so hard; he fell asleep on Ohms Chest. Nanon held Ohm tight, afraid he would lose him again.
"Sleep tight Thī̀rạk....and when you open your eyes, I am going to be right here...." Nanon was too tired to reply to him but he smiled, feeling his heart rest easy and peacefully...

*
"He had posttraumatic Shock. Apparently, the Information your son received.... he was not able to process it well enough, so he froze, causing him to have a seizure shortly after."
"Can that happen again? I mean...if we tell him anything regarding...-regarding Ohm?"
"I am not sure as to how far his brain has processed the fact, that Mr. Chitsawangdee is in a Coma, I would carefully suggest, that you do not mention anything for now. He needs to rest. Such things, take time and from the looks of it, Mr. Chitsawangdee means a great deal to your son...and your brother."

Nanon could hear the doctor talking to Nonnie and his mother but not clearly enough for it to make sense, he wanted to say something but felt something blocking his mouth and his airways. There was a tube inside his mouth, supplying him with liquid food and oxygen, it seemed. He suddenly felt the urgent need to cough and take, whatever it was that was in his mouth, out as soon as possible.
The sudden rustle made Nonnie and her mother turn in his direction.

"Non...you are awake?!" Nonnie hugged him in relief, followed by his mother, who still seemed a little worried. Nanon tried to speak but felt a sudden but soft touch on his chest, stopping his attempt.
"Do not try to speak honey, you just had a traumatic shock....", Nanon tried to push his mother's hand away, but he was too weak to do so. He was drained from his mental breakdown earlier. Nanon pointed to the glass of water at his nightstand right beside him, which his mother immediately handed to him.
"Ohm..."
"What was that honey?"
"Where is Ohm.....?", Nanon managed to squeak out. The following reaction of Nanon's mother and his sister was not what Nanon expected. They exchanged worried glances and turned back to him.
"Honey..Ohm is-"
"fine...he is just in the other room, sleeping. It was all a little exhausting for him..." Nonnie shipped in, giving her mother a warning look. Her mother understood and nodded in agreement. Nanon felt as if a heavy stone came off his Heart, Ohm was alright, he was just exhausted and sleeping. That was a good thing. Upon hearing this Information, Nanon felt sleepy again himself and dozed off.

*

"You big fat asshole...when will you learn to play fair?"
"Its not my fault, that you suck at every game...."
"Are you this mean to Ohm too?...oh no wait..of course not, he gets the special Nanon "I am so in love, so I don't care what you do" treatment, right?"
"Chimon!!!"
"What...look, I have known you for almost my whole life...and I know you don't want to admit it-"
"Mon...don't"
"YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH HIM! Just admit it...you have been running from it for far too long...I know you and I know when you are in love. You change..a lot..and you have changed....A LOT." Chimon smirked at Nanon, who was turning a pinkish red, looking down at his feet. Chimon moved closer to his friend.
"I cant be in love with him Mon, it changes everything. Our friendship, our relationship, our 2000-Gang, our bond that we have build over the years. Everything will change and it terrifies me." Chimon could see that the thought of letting his feelings for Ohm come through, really scared the shit out of Nanon and Chimon knew why.
Chimon and Nanon were friends long before Ohm joined the crew, so he really knew Nanon inside out, he lived thorugh almost everything with him. From his first Kindergarten girlfriend to his last high school girlfriend – Nanon would obsess over every single one of them – falling crazily in love – and that was the Problem. When Nanon fell, he was always the one to fall harder than the other parties, doing everything in his power to please and keep them. Those girls then would quickly realize what Nanon was made of and would use him and dump him in the most hurtful way. His last girlfriend broke up with him via SMS, saying that she could "just not give him, what he wanted and that she was sorry..." - at least she apologized, Chimon thought.
That was the worst break up, luckily Chimon and Ohm were there, to pick up the pieces. He cried for days, refusing to eat, insulting everything and everyone, isolating himself, then Corona came, and the two friends weren't able to be there for him – it was bad. After that, he swore never to fall in love again or even if he did, not as much as he used to. He was convinced that he was the problem and that no human being on this earth would ever be able to fall in love with him – Well, he was obviously wrong.

"Non...I know what you are thinking..."
"Ah..do you?, You don't know what its like to be in a relationship with someone, only to be left, when your feelings for them are at it's pick. I am just not made to be loved and love. I am a good friend, but I am a terrible Partner and Lover..."
"You are not a terrible lover, those girls were Golddiggers, they wanted a bad guy and you were just too perfect, too nice...women don't like nice, they want bad boys...it takes a while for them to realize that stable and boring is sometimes the best."
"boring....thanks man -now I feel much better" Nanon replied defeated.
"Look Non...you have to stop degrading yourself. You are a catch. And there is at least one person, who understood that you are the best thing anyone could have...You know. I was in love with you too a while ago..."
"Oooii Chimon, stop – please – you don't have to lie to make me feel better besides, its disgusting"
"Uuh thank God...I was starting to feel weird myself" They both started laughing and hugging each other.
"You guys can be both you know"
Nanon looked at him confused.

"I mean lovers and friends. You guys have been pretty much that - basically from the first day you guys met - so its not that big of a change really." Nanon didn't respond, which meant that he realized it, too.
"You know...P'Arm also asked me about our relationship after we visited one of his shows..." Chimon just smiled at Nanon and wiggled his eyebrows while giving him a side look.

"Let me guess...he got jealous?" Nanon gave him a weird glance, a mixture of shock and innocence, typical Nanon – he knew Chimon was right but still acted as if he hadn't noticed anything – but he knew.
"Oh come on, don't give me that "This is the first time I have noticed Ohm reacting this way" look...you know perfectly well, that he gets extremely possessive and protective over you...especially when he notices that you and the other person have something in common or fun together...he gets very, how should I say it" – Chimon layed one finger under his chin, pretending to think – "indignant..as if someone was actively trying to still you away from him...He even did that shit to me"
"That was a misunderstanding ....we talked about it"
"No it wasn't..don't defend him all the time..that's also one of your love trades by the way..." Chimon chuckled after Nanon gave him a death glare.
"he was super jealouse of me, because I knew you way before him.
He couldn't deal with the bond we both shared.
It took him a long time to realize that we love eachother - as brothers... Nothing more, nothing less.."
"He is a little....different, but not bad..."Nanon replied fondly...Chimon rolled his eyes.
"Never said he was...I am just saying he is crazy about you and he would literally kill anyone, who comes too close to you, getting jealous of anything and anyone sharing any kind of connection with you - I think he is okay with your family speaking with you every now and then...." Chimon patted his friend on the shoulder, reassuring him that there was nothing wrong with him or his feelings for Ohm.
"You will always be my friend and we will all always be the 2000-Gang" Nanon sighed and rested his head on Chimon's shoulder.

"Hey...what is going on here? Having fun without me?" Ohm stood at the doorframe, looking at them with a unpleasant expression. Nanon suddenly felt weird and immediately took of his head of off Chimon's shoulder. Chimon then, of course, shot Nanon a look that clearly stated, "I told you so" and chuckled looking at both Ohm and Nanon. Like always when Ohm entered a room, Nanon forgot that anyone other than Ohm existed and totally ignored Chimon. Chimon watched as Nanon got up, walking straight up to where Ohm was standing. He was looking at Ohm as if he personally hung up the moon, the stars and the sky itself. He was helplessly in love with him. Hopefully, he would confess to Ohm – soon – before he died of lovestruck unrequited love glances, Chimon thought.